Me and Yuwen

Heez, the BBQ was fun i met some pretty nice people there. Lol. I only ate 1 sausage and a few spoonfuls of fried rice, wow, and i felt full O.o... Lols, the guys were cruel! Threw small stones at the cats, then when i tell them stop they say, " Wah! Prefect come le! Where my referal?"

Funny sia they all. Then later, we went into the guys room, girls sit on floor, guys on bed LOL. Suddenly, shuting ask me, " Zoie, where your laogong? Where your Vincent?" Then i was like huh?? By then everyone in the room was looking at me. Then I say, " What laogong, we just friends..." Shuting then say," He say he like u lehhs."

Then just right, she point to the door, "VINCENT! Come in la!" Then i turn my head, Vincent come in. Then Yuwen look at me say," Your laogong come le, go sit with him!" Then i shake my head then say," I, I have nothing to do with this arhhs!" SO PAI SEH LA...

After that we were made 2 intro to each other, even though we almost all from the same school. After that, we were messing around abit, suddenly i saw Vincent mouthing to Shuting something. Then, Shuting mouth back. I was huh....

Vincent tell me go out of the room awhile, then Shuting take my bag pass to me then we walk outside. Then, they tell me put my bag on the floor. We go outside, very smokey, i was like errr.... then Shuting say," Vincent got something to tell you." By that time i was panicing, what i do this time nia. Then Shuting walk off. Vincent then look at me, " Why you backslide." He say until so dry lorhhs... lols.. jkjk.

I was ait stunned la, then i suddenly go backflashes of last time when i was in pri 3 and 4 when i was still in church and enjoying myself. I starting crying la, its those type of tears where you can hold back but once u talk it will all spill out. Then from looking to the sky, i starting looking down to the grassy patch. Then, something told me I should tell Vince what happened.

So without knowing i told him what exactly happened, i thought he would call me petty, i thought he would call me stupid or even lame. But then he didn't. He told me about eternal death and hell, heaven and jesus. The more he told me, the more i cried, i remembered the stickers i did when i was a new comer at FCBC, we had to paste stickers to a card board so it forms a story about salvation and things. Then, I remember pastor Ulin, pastor Kelly, my ex-cell leader Wanlin, Grace who expected me at church during Christmas. Then, Vincent ask me if i wanted to go to his church. I was very confused at that time, I want to go back to church, but alot of problems surfaced, i didn't tell him. He let me think by myself awhile, when he was gone i felt so lonely and I don't know why.

When he came back, i told him, i agree i go to his church and he prayed for me. Actually I already stopped crying, but when he prayed for me i cried again. He tell me, " Don't cry, those guys are not worth crying about. Rather you make new friends and heck care them.."

Then, some guy, sorry i forgot you name =X, come stand on my right, vincent on my left. Then i dont know if they planned it or what, both bend their backs and try to see my face. Then, the guy say," Dont cry la." Then go pull a funny face, i was almost laughing already la. Then, Rachel bring me go wash my face. I recieved a msg from Charlotte, she was sad.

I walk out of the room, and tried to call her afew times, but no answer. Daniel saw me then say, " WAH, stop crynig le ah!" Then, I almost laugh la. Me, Rachel and Vincent go watch the last part of Teenage Drama Queen. He suddenly say, " If you got any problems can tell me or Rachel, she is a good couseller...." I didn't hear the rest cuz i was smsing..sorry =X. But i got the idea.

I'm going to Cornerstone with them today. Better go find my Bible...