Chessie, you were such a great dog.
I'll miss you. Sarah too.
You were, I can say, Milo's best playmate.
You were. also, one of the nicest dogs I met.
You were obedient, humble, cuddly and a great compainion.
I learnt a valuable lesson,
to be obedient to God,
humble and smile in the face of terror.
Jeremy told us today in cell group to be joyful, even in times of trouble.
And years before, you already shown me that.
But I just learnt it and took it to heart,
on the day you died.
You do not belong to me, you were Sarah's dog.
But I loved you all the same.
I miss you, pal.

Chessie died, if I'm not wrong, two days ago.
Well, she was a great dog.
Yesterday, was St John and NCC day.
Had to wear full uniform the whole day.
I stood there, not say very still, but it was worth it.
My knees hurt, but I beared with it.
I don't want to be the first to rest from the squad.
We were all in it together.
During mother tounge,
Jia Ying asked the teacher what a certain word meant,
then the teacher reply
it means the person vey shy, dont like to be the
one to iniate things.
Then for fun, i say "WAH, no leadership quality, cannot be leader!"
Whole class laugh, lols.

Charlotte in one day, became Assitant Vice Prefect and Assitant Flag Bearer.
Grats to you, you deserve it:DD
Okay, I was alitte jealous, but on the overall happy.
She cried when she was named Flag Bearer.
The POP also some serniors cried.
Valerie is OC and Han Ping is VOC.
Sad, I'm not IC.

Watched Rise of the SilverSurfer,
quite okay, I prefer Brigde to Terabithia.
Its a must watch, it made me cry!
Okay, when the Silver Surfer was "tortured"
I ALMOST cry.
ALMOST!
Lame, I know.

Jeffery is OKAY LAH.
He is not really THAT BAD.
Lols, so be happy Charlotte that I do not,
and cannot, hate him((:

Oh wow, I cant believe Dinah thinks I like Andrew.
Me and him are just friends.
Lols, church and schoolmates to be exact.
Hmms, I cant believe i woke up at 4am yesterday.
Just to sew on my shoulder flash.
But I'm blessed I did cause I thought i lost my St John skirt.
If I did, OC will KILL me!
God blessed me!

My dad is starting to watch those chinese shows
were people got special powers and live in olden days
then they are actually immortals and stuff.
Ridiculous. He last time was not like that.
He used to switch that channel to soccer.
The Fengshui shi fu he knew ever since last year,
has been giving him tips.
Even advising him to change my name!
Okay, the change my name thing was last year,
when my attitude was seriously bad.
She even gave him rice that she has chanted on.
Ew, even if i wasn't Christian,
I would totally NOI eat that stuff.
Then there is the glass filled with paper or coloured rocks
that was meant to bring goood luck.
And today, he came home with this weird cookie or pao
or mooncake like thing in biscut form from Taiwan.
I didn't eat it. Just in case it came from that fengshui woman.
I dont seem to be respecting her, aren't I?
Ha, I'm praying for you dad, one day you WILL be saved.

oh don't think you know me ;
8:14 PM;

yesterday:

dont remember what took place =X
only recalled that IN the MRT
a BROWN dragonfly, which i thought was a cockroach
on the account it flied too fast,
tried to land on my ear and shoulder.
i used my wallet to wack it on my ear and then
it HURT!

today:
had a weird dream.
It was about me, Charlotte, Aaron Tan[ my pri sch classmate who used to like me.]
and Dionne.
I dreamt me and Charlotte were going to Mawau again.
Then before we crossed the river,
me and her went to the toilet.
When we came out, a guy came out from the guy's toilet.
It was obviously Aaron.
Then he say, " Hi Charlotte, hi Zoie."
I was like thinking la, how he know Charlotte.
So I asked her, she reply
" Cause its your dream, DUH!"
I was like ... ok...
So we talked together and walked back to the jetty.
Then, Charlotte say,
" You know, Aaron, I think if you come Changkat,
you will be the most shuai sec 2 guy."
I was like, " HUH?! Charlotte you got fever ah?!"
Okay, Aaron is good-looking in a way la.
Not say very shuai, not say very ugly.
But that was in Primary School, I wonder how he looks like now.
Anyway, Charlotte say,
" No, I'm standing in place for Dionne, she is on sick leave today."
Then I was, shocked.
You mean that people in my dreams get paid for letting me dream of them?!
HEY NO FAIR!
Lols.

Went to Army Market to buy St john shoes.
Mine was TOO BIG.
Saw some niceee shoes, sneakers!
gonna have to shop there one day:DD

Can't wait for church!
I'm excited.
Lyn didn't come to school today.
Vincent was latee.
Hee, had prefects meeting.
I think I scolded the sec1s a little too harsh.
gonna buy sweets to cheer them up..maybe..

oh don't think you know me ;
8:01 PM;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING SU TIENG!!
As you grow older, the Lord will use you in his army,
be sure of it((:

Was quite moody today after school,
for no reason felt like crying =X
Then, ate lunch with Lyn, Charlotte, Grace, Lex and Pin Hong
at East Point.
Didn't feel like joining my church members cause
I don't want them see me so moody,
somemore they celebrating Su Tieng's birthday
so don't want to spoil the mood.
Who knows when halfway eating,
Lyn tell me, " Ehh, they all behind us."
And, POOF, there they were outside the entrace
of the food court looking at me.
Managed to smile alittle.

Then when I thought they gone down stairs,
they came from the other entrance.
I saw blood on the chicken and freaked out.
I lost my appitte after that =="
Somemore, I wasn't feeling well.
As in, flu and all.
And seriously deprived of sleep.

During Study Time, i pray that God will help me
and I couldn't hold back then
started crying.
My new bag all wet man!
But felt better after that((:
Met up with, Aglin, Charlotte, Haziq, Mark and Zi Ling
for the Metta school thing.
We were chosen to help out the Mette people with
their Mosiac.
Something like that.
Then, after the briefing,
Haziq go for NCC training so only left the lower sec
aka US:DD

Used the Prefects Room to do our Brainstorming.
But instead of Brainstorming for designs,
we thought about revamping the room.
Aglin suggested carpets,
I suggested a computor, radio, hammock
and awhole lot of stupid stuff
eg. calling it the Prefects' Chill Zone:DD
Mark suggested a flat screen tv
and Charlotte suggested
a coffee table and flask and stuff.
It was seriously stupid.
As in, we weren't even thinking of
the Mosiac design.

I was the earliest to go home.
Slept on the bus,
but kept waking up.
The driver not steady driver.
Bus very shakey=="

Turns out Vincent ALSO sick.
Wow, I today never even talk to him,
comfirm not I spread de!

oh don't think you know me ;
8:29 PM;

I'm feeling abit sad right now.
A guy whom added me in MSN
from my school,
was a backslider.
I have never met him before,
neither do I know him.
One day, he asked me
" Being a Christian so nice mehhs?"
I obviously replied, " Ya."
Then, we talked abit,
I asked him why he backslide and all,
then asked him to meet me today after school
in the canteen.

I waited with afew friends for him,
but he never turned up,
even when Xuan Cheng came,
he didn't turn up.
I expected Xuan Cheng to tell me
that the boy couldn't make it or something
at least an explanation,
but he didn't tell me anything.

I felt like I let a soul slip pass my fingers
and let that soul fall into the
gloomy pits of Hell.
Its such a terrible deision not to meet me
and know God once more.
He just let that chance slip pass.

But I won't quit saving souls,
this may dampen me abit,
but with Jesus by me,
I know one day someone
in this week will tell me
" Hey, I want to go church."
God just tells me so.
If not this week then maybe next week.
Who knows:DD

oh don't think you know me ;
7:42 PM;

Hee, went for Christianity 101 today.
Po Huat and Vincent were forced to go by Rachel.
And I thought I was the only one going:DD
Quite interesting the class.
Next Baptisium Class I'm going((:
Po Huat say me and Vincent MUST go.
And he will follow us cause he didn't go the last lesson.

I was one of the one who kept answering the questions.
Lols, more like answering the questions softly to myself.
But I usually got heard and Wendy[the teacher]would
tell me to speak louder.
Pwishh,
Lols, there was one question no one could answer
but I knew the answer.
Thank You FCBC that I paid attention during the
Encounter Weekends x))

Had Prayer Meeting with Gen 1.2
After it was going to end we had to tell what we felt.
Then if we have nothing to say
we say "Pass"
so when it was reaching me...
Alina: Pass
Dawn: Pass
Valerie: Pass
Me: Pass
Then next was Andrew,
but before he can say anything,
someone, I think is Hao Xiong,
say, "Fail"
Hilarious la!

Going to have mac 'n' cheese for dinner.
Mom's cooking.
Wonder if the rest reach home already annot.

oh don't think you know me ;
6:07 PM;

Boo!
I'm back from cell.
Hehe, I bought Jinn Song a mirror as a prank((:
his real present was a disc with 51 christian songs.
Neat huh?
Lols. I also bought a new bible.
Guess what, I forgot we were using NKJV
and bought back NIV.
AGAIN.
But praise God I had a bible.
My old one had lots and LOTS of weird drawings at the back.
I admit I wasn't what you would call a on-fire christian.
But now, I'm more..."mature" ((:

AANNNDD, yesterday,
my mother went with me to CS,
bought my long awaited yellow bag.
THANKS MOMMY((:
MUAKKSS.
Okay, so I forked out 3/4 of the price,
but STILL.
I GOT IT AT LAST!
Too bad its the same colour as Aglin's.
I wanted another colour,
but others not nicee.
Wonder if Aglin will get..."angry".

oh don't think you know me ;
7:30 PM;

Hee, after yesterday's Girls DP,
I learnt alot of things.
And also,
I really want to change my life.
Welll, I'll show you what I seriously have to change:
1. Fear God because you love him.
2. Do not test God.
3. Do not slander or gossip anyone.
4. Love your neighbour.
5. Forgive and FORGET.
6. Worldly things are not important.
7. To accept Christ is to change your life totally;
living for him, not yourself.
8. True friends are those that do not support you if you are doing the wrong thiung.
Instead, lead you back to the correct path God wants you to take.

After reading the book, Driven By Eternity, which my good friends
bought for me on my birthday, it makes sense what the writer says.
As in, as Christians, when we accept Jesus into our lives,
means we hand over oiur lives to him and start afresh.
I see most of my friends accepting Christ yet,
STAY THE WAY THEY ARE.
And it is also partially our fault[ christians] for not
telling the non-believers BEFORE they accept Christ
that they have to forgo everything
and hand their lives to Jesus.
We just tell them to say the sinner's prayer
and just like that they will be saved so long they come church
and events.
Its more like deception.

I'm in no spot to say that all Christians are bad or good.
We really must not learn to judge people.
In my old church, they didn't teach stuff like this in cell.
Instead we were playing WACKO all the time.
I seriously prefer CornerStone.
I feel more,
loved and treasured.

Hmms, maybe I should tell Lyn about the Gospel and my testimony and the truth.
By the way, she went church already.
She went for a combine cell.
I guess if she does accept Christ,
she most prob go with May Yong to Pei Han's cell.

Something just told me to type the above,
the Driven By Eternity thing.
Oh yeah, the next post I most prob post about ghost stories;
why we shouldn't read them.
Hee, my blog is becoming more to my Christian Life.
Kidding, I'm just posting this to warn other Christians.
Pick up that book you guys,
you won't regret.

I maybe going shopping with my mother later,
Dionne went out with Nerissa yesterday,
so I don't know if she can go out today.

oh don't think you know me ;
9:51 AM;

Happy Birthday to you, Jinn Song!

Okay, I seriously dunnoe what to get for a guy.
Cause the only guy I used to give presents to
was my dad. Or bro.
My last church didn't like girls mixing with guys.
So when I came to CornerStone I was like,
Okay, there are guys in the cell group?
Anyway, I need to get the present before
Girls DP starts.
And still have enough time to reach Rachel's house.
My mother only gave me $20.
For dinner.
And lunch.
The rest I gotta fork out by myself.

I'm not good at saving up,
I admit.
So if you wanna steal from my family,
aim for my bro instead.
His saving box is FULL.
Mine isn't even half full.

I'm confused,
I think I leave for Parkway now.
Something tells me to buy..
i really have no idea what to buy.

oh don't think you know me ;
11:44 AM;

okay...i still cant get my internet up.
so im just gonna post.
WITHOUT THE PICS.

Well. my birthday.
lols.

Celebrated it on 11th june.
IT WAS AWSOME!!
Too bad Rachel, Valerie, Qi Wen
Andrew, Dawn and other people couldn't come.
The people who came;
Dionne, Aglin, Lyn, May Yong,
Su Tieng, Yu Wen, Yok Fong, Amelia,
Jasmin, Austin, Liang Hui, Vincent,
Po Huat, Jinn Song, Jinn Song's Bro,
Alina, Nicole, Johnathan
and last but not least,
Jeremy.

I didn't intend to have a birthday cake.
I ordered pizza instead((:
Wasn't enough for everyone.
Lols, Lyn, Dionne and May Yong
tried to throw me into the sea,
and failed miserably.
Only my butt got wet :DD

Then later, Dionne tried to push me
but because everyone knew I can win her
hands down;
She fell into the sea instead xDD.
Hehe, I'm goooood.

But then to make things fair,
I joined her later after the pizza came.
Then Lyn got wet,
followed by May Yong.
Then, before we left,
everyone prayed for me,
after they sang me a birthday song,
they threw me in the sea.
Po Huat and Johnathan carry me and throw me..
It was SUPER FUN though((:

Went back home with Aglin, May Yong and Lyn.
Dionne went home to bathe.
Me, May Yong and Lyn bathe,
Aglin was so scared of milo!
Should have taken a photo HAHA.
Dionne came over then we go parkway together.

Bad News was i locked us out,
i forgot to take my wallet and
my family was out eating.
So i took a pole and tried to grab the keys.
My friends were NOT OF ANY HELP!
Standing there laughing at me!!
Finally, I got them then we go Parkway.

We ate at Mac then when I was about to eat,
suddenly, Jermey sat beside me with this
CHOCOLATE CAKE.
Then, everybody surround me
and went,
"Happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you..."
So pai seh cause the rest of the people
aka strangers,
sitting around us
also started singing for fun!

Went home after that.
Full of smiles((:

--------------------------

that was all.
I think i not gonna post about Mawai.
Too tired to recall.
Things I learnt during my birthday:
1. BBQ pit 7 @ ECP is FAR.
2. 2 regular cheese pizzas is actually VERY SMALL.
3. Never trust your GOOD FRIEND to
stand by you when you are going to get dunked in the sea
without knowing.

Things I learnt at Mawai:
1. Carpenter Bees are EXTREMELY NOISY.
2. A canvas bed is nice to sleep on.
3. Swamp water smells like the hair saloon when someone is
rebonding their hair.
4. Mud is disgusting in swamp water.
5. Leeches are very small.
6. Drinking 2 cans of Sprite can stop diorrea.
7. Lemayok tastes niocee.
8. Alvin is easy to scare.
9. Charlotte can't clot her blood.
10. Rubber shoes are good when stepping in mud.
11. Mud makes your skin reeeaally smooth.

Hope you guys find those things helpful.
Lesson 1 of birthday, Lessons 6, 10 and 11 of Mawai.
Lemayok is Mouse Deer Delight.
So you can eat it.
When you are stuck in the jungle :DD

oh don't think you know me ;
10:11 PM;

in no mood to blog about chalet.
i cant have the party anymore.
maybe its not a big deal to you,
maybe you think I'm just maknig a big fuss,
but actually,
I planned it very carefully,
promised my friends last year.
and decided to celebrate with them.
Got you guys hyped up for nothing.
how cruel.
whole week got st john.
my birthday im going mawai
to get bashed on the bus by PDP people.
howexciting.
yeah, right.
guess i have to wait.
and wait.
and wait.
for next year.
guess i was making a big fuss.
now I feel crushed man.
Its always like this.
Even primary school,
always never celebrate with friends.
Cause they are always overseas.
Now have the chance,
St John blew it all.
OC, why never tell me earlier.
Waste my smses.
Crap.
No mood liaos.
I just thought.
Just thought.

oh don't think you know me ;
8:07 PM;

Hey you guys!
My com is sent for reformatting.
And I'm going for cell chalet tomorrow.
((: can't wait!
So I won't be posting for sometime.
But rest assured when I'm back,
loads of pics will be uploaded :DD

Currently using my bro's com to blog.
Hehes, he's usually not so kind.
Its caused this afternoon I let him eat
my sourpower sweet that he let me.
Now I know what to do next time
the same thing happens xDD
Kidding, I'm notSObad.

My mother has been kinda busy lately.
Means business is good((:
YAY. Praise the Lord :DD!!
Actually,
PRAISE THE LORD NO MATTER WHAT.
and
PRAISE HIM FOR WHAT HE GIVES
AND WHAT IS TO COME.
AMEN?
xDD, I'm getting hyped up.

I haven't pack for the Chalet yeet.
Or told my mom I need in total $40.
Hope I won't shock her on the money part.
BLEHHS. x3

oh don't think you know me ;
8:23 PM;

I'm back.
Charlotte, Rashid, Syafiq and Lex went White Sands.
So saad, I lazy go xDD.
Played at the Wave Pool and Lazy river.
SUPER FUN.
Only went on the slide once.

Only when we reached then I found out
I not enough money eat lunch AND borrow the float.
So I borrowed money from Ms Berny for lunch.
On the Mrt going there that time,
Me, Charlotte, Jarvis, Lex, Alvin, Rashid and Syafiq
all sit down on the floor.
Alot of people looking at us, but we still never stand up.
Me and Charlotte squashed at a corner =X
Cracked jokes and boomed loud music.
More people look at us.
Lols, then got 3 girls go diao Charlotte,
Jarvis stand up then say " What not happy ah?"
So funny sia,
cause he very big sized then they all like
scared and pai seh look.
LOLs. Hilarious.

Last night couldn't sleep.
Finally around 4am then fall asleep.
Charlotte called at 8.10.
Wake me up ahh!!!
So tired.
Hmms.. tomorrow maybe going shopping.
See how first. xDD.

oh don't think you know me ;
6:57 PM;

Pics x3.

At Changi BoardWalk; PDP.


Charlotte and Me. Hats on!


Water Pool??


"High tide!!!Quick, go back!!", Sofia, Rashid and Syafiq.
"No, its just a passing boat." Serena, standing at side.
"Pose lehhs, Charlotte!" , me, unseen.
(Charlotte waves hands.)


Down to the rocks.

oh don't think you know me ;
5:53 PM;

oh don't think you know me ;
5:37 PM;

My bro is such a basket laa.
I already say,
" Dont make me say things i'll regret."
He still don't want give me back.
I already try don'tsay vulgar stuff,
hei mean SHE
still wan piss me.

From now on, my bro is my sister.
I make sure if in the morning,
i see him coming out of the toilet
after he shower,
not covering his part,
I'll just grab a chopper and chop it.
I've been wanting to do that since
early this year.

Nothing much happened today.
Needless to say, I had fun in church.
I saw two morden dancers in church.
Lols, at least they are saved.
Vincent and Johnathan kept messing my hair.
Is my hair THAT nice to mess? =/

Milo is kinda getting along with Sammi.
Okay... getting along as in ignoring her.
Great that they aren't fighting.

Im boooorreedd.
Don't know if should go PDP tomorrow.
They are having this
Changi Board Walk thing.
Whatever shit that is.
If Charlotte goes,
then count me in x3

oh don't think you know me ;
6:18 PM;

I just found out something,
my mother says I can't hold the party on 12th june
CAUSE I'm going Mawai the next day.
HowGREATcan things get.
But as for today,
we had sort of combined cell.
Not exactly on the account that we had different IceBreakers.
Went Parkway to eat Mac with them.
Then went MPH, don't know why we went there,
but mother called and complained.
Spoiler)):

Can't wait for Cell Chalet. xDD
Its gonna be FUN.
Esp cause Jeremy plans the games.
His games all very interesting.
Lols, the cells are still in Parkway,
no fair, I went back so fast!

Yesterday, I think it was him.
Him as in the Freaky Guy at ECP.
I think it was him;
anyways, the Freaky Guy2 kept looking
at me when I was walking down the stairs
with my mother and bro and Milo.
I wasn't even wearing a SKIRT.
I was wearing DECENT clothes.
But he still kept staring at me.
I was scared and in my heart I was thinking
"Is this Freaky Guy?"
Then we passed him that time
he still kept looking and look until
we went to the car park.
Crapper.
Who did I offend this time?

oh don't think you know me ;
7:58 PM;

Boo!
Holidays are plain torture i tell you!
Plain torture.
I feel like a prisoner stuck between four walls.
Aiiee, ok drama over,
I'm just bored.
Couldn't get through Dionne's house phone,
just when I could,
no one picks up.
Asked my bro if he wanted to go PP arcade,
he said after his game then go.
I need to go out,
like...out.
Wanted to jio Dionne out cause it was raining just now,
then while it was raining can play at the playground.
Anyway,
Aglin and Dionne comfirm can comee on 12th june.
Wheee((:
Can't wait.
Ok, its quite a letdown cause I PLANNED it.
I bet if I didn't say there is GOING to be one,
no one would have bothered coming.
By the way, those who are coming
call/sms me or tag my blog or something to let me know.((:
Haaahs, couldn't go celebrate at Escape Theme Park cuz
its under renovation. BLEHHS.
Okays, I'll go do something..
if I can find anything to do..

Sammi is coming tomorrow;
Sammi is a DOG.
As in..female dog; bitch.
Milo will most likely get jealous as usual.
Sammi is sooo cute.
Milo isCUTER xP
Lols, I'm being hopelesslylame again.
SomeonePLEASEjio me out!!!
Thanks((:
Lols, by the way, I cut my fringe yesterday.
It sucks and I hate it.
Guess I have to wait for it to grow longer ehh..

oh don't think you know me ;
3:33 PM;