Freak.
Freak.
FREAK.

I got suspended from my prefect duties.
Cause of what, you ask?
Cos' they say
me and Aglin( yep, she's suspended too) always come
late for lessons; we have a reason for THAT,
don't seem interested in our duties; that TOO,
and always go out of class; even THIS we have a reason.

For coming back late,
Mrs Ho say wait till everyone goes back to class
then we can go back. Cos' our duty is to
guard the toilets. DUH. And we obeyed.
Look what happened?!
We ARE interested in our duties,
for recess only.
In the morning guard toilets.
How you expect us interested.
Hug and kiss the toilet door, ahs?
We still DO stop the people from entering.
Going out of class,
EVERYONE does that.
Stretch legs lahs.
You teachers always walk to different class,
obviously no need stretch,
somemore YOUNG people
more energy.
It's not fair, okay.
Never even ask our reason then suspend us one week.

And to us, getting suspended is only for
people like Puvan, or it's equal to getting nearly sacked.
Freak. One week. You guys never even see us do duty.
You guys don't know I have been crying on Sunday,
Monday and now today.
I have been standing in the rain for fifteen minutes,
all wet and getting a headache and crying for 4 hours
on-and-off, and being surrounded by
people after school, asking us why we cry.
I'm sick. I'm tired. I'm stressed.
I'm always the one helping others,
and it seems like other than God,
no one helps me.

I know, I'm trying to think maturely,
but somehow, I'm just too tired already.

Labels: i want to care.

oh don't think you know me ;
4:19 PM;

Just came back after monkeying around with Dionne.
Had leg checkup today.
Turns out my bone grew into my nerve.
The knee part. So doc says not to jump too much.
Or run too much. And if it hurts, no exercise.
I don't think I'll be listening to him.
And this type is incurable.

Waited for soooo long.
I was like...I rather stay in school.
After that, my mother and I ate Nasi Lemak.
I still say, the one at Katong there is THE BEST.
Got one guy infront of me,
so childish. So petty:DD
Will not go into detail what he said exactly,
but to get you guys laughing,
before he left, he scolding the cashier, " Stupid."
So gay, man!

Went to the library to meet Dionne after that.
Found out she gotta a BF.
I was furious at first, but then
my leg started hurting..so..yeah.
Anyways, we fought lahhs.
And Nerissa was like, ok ok chill chill.
Hahas, don't worry we are okay now.
Trashed things out.
Me and Dionne went hyper mode((:
played in the drizzle,
NO FUN, I WANT RAIN!!
Then, my leg hurt, and went home.

Today is a little sian.
Tomorrow will be better, hahs.

Labels: he is stupid to not say it., She is stupid to think it

oh don't think you know me ;
7:20 PM;

Oh wow. Hahas.
I cried a number of times today.
I didn't know Vincent got come church,
so when he, Joel and Rachel(Joel's cuz) met us at Katong,
I was abit..stunned.
Then, I don't know why,
I see him, then like..want cry.
But we ignore each other lahhs.
So its like..he sit beside our cell leader, Rachel Yang,
then I sit on the other side of Rachel Yang.
Then, I think I paiseh or something,
I go hug my bag and hide my face.

We go church together
then Vincent sit infront of me.
Then, I'm like...okay. Not expected.
Lols, I just realised he is super tall.
Okay, not super. Just tall.
Sang So In Love With You( gahh, my fav!)
Then, I Could Sing Of Your Love Forever.
Next is err. I forgot.
But I love the song People Need The Lord.
Both; I Could Sing Of Your Love Forever and People Need The Lord,
I cried. The People Need The Lord reminded me of Aglin.
The lyrics I mean. And like for the first time in months,
I sang these two songs like I reeaaally mean it.
Then after that, they had an altar call for

people not baptised in the Holy Spirit.
Although I'm already baptised
and I wasn't in front,
for some weird reason, and I don't know why,
I sat down and started crying.
Rachel( not Yang) look at me,
and Valerie look up.
Then, Valerie brought me to the back of the Auditoruim,
and asked me why I cry.

So I tell her I felt so bad.
For Aglin and Vincent.
Then everything came flowing out ahs.
When I cry finish then we went back take our bags,
go Prayer Meeting.
I also cried there.
Cos' of Aglin.
Me and Su Tieng paired up to pray.

By the way, I said sorry to him already.
He said sorry too. But I guess now..
really nothing to talk about.
I think I'll wait somemore before talking.
To him. I guess. I don't want like...
hurt him somemore or something.
I feel guilty.

You know, I have a sudden urge to do
something reaally RADICAL for changkat
with the rest of the sec2s.
I mean, the rest of the zones are giving out
staplers with words or something,
even bread or doughnuts, I forgot,
but what is OUR zone doing?
Shouldn't we be doing something crazy too?
Come on guys! Lets meet up for lunch
and discuss about this how bout it?
Lets pray that it will be a success,
LETS DO THIS FOR GOD!

Labels: mms?, RADICAL-LITY for CHANGKAT

oh don't think you know me ;
7:09 PM;

Woke up quite early.
I wanted to sleep iiiinn!!
Anyways, talked to Andrew on MSN.
He said I look like a ah lian LOL.
Then his DP look like emo,
sitting at the edge of some building,
like want jump, don't jump, thing.
Then now he keep calling me JS.
Hahas, went for Zone Meeting.
Ubber fun.

But the worst part was,
I kena egg yolk on my fringe!
GAAAHH!!
Cos they ask the most Spiritual Person in
our group go up, we picked Hao Xiong,
then youngest christian to go up,
Loren got choosed.
Then the YC get to throw egg at the SP,
cos like must pray for breakthrough maa,
if is hard-boiled, we gotta shout
PRAY HARDER.
If its raw, then we say
BREAK THROUGH.

Then Loren smash the egg,
very hard on HX's head,
they got head protection laa.
Who knew it was raw,
cos the previous two got PRAY HARDER.
Then, the egg yolk fly..
Pei Han sit infront of me,
but he dodge, then I thought hit him,
so I sit there, then see yellow thing fly,
I lean back, still tio, egg yolk on my ENTIRE fringe!
Ahs, basket!
Never mind, I'm being blessed by egg yolk((:

Dioooonnee!
Must come church tomorrow!
Lols, go crazy again!
And this time,
instead of singing,
we say Jesus loves you, okay?
LETS ALL BE RADICAL CHRISTIANS:DD

Labels: i may stink but Jesus still love me:DD

oh don't think you know me ;
9:49 PM;

Me and Dionne went photo-crazy today:DD
Hahas, all of the clothes are mine.
Some are my mom's.
Yes, style-o.
I look retarded in some pics.
Dionne looks pretty in both pics.
I'm uploading all anyway((:
Don't spam my board just cos I'm zilian:DD



Yes, retarded-cy.


Dionne, the pretteh girl.



Me and Milo((:



I'm just your regular Christ-loving girl:DD

Labels: sing my own song

oh don't think you know me ;
5:03 PM;

I dislike me.
I keep forgetting important stuff.
Okay, actually, I didn't.
Had I known....
Well, today Express was supposed to go SP,
but Lyn was sick, Aglin had to go for checkup.
So I was thinking, maybe I don't want to go.
Cos' I might get lonely.

So, I went to eat lunch with Aglin and Lyn.
At KFC, we ate then suddenly Aglin say,
" I think that guy beside Joel like Lyn. Keep looking at her."
But I said,
" Cannot be, I think is cos we playing."
Then, Aglin still don't believe, so,
I went up and asked.
ME: Ehh, issit you like Lyn?
HIM: Huh? Who's Lyn?
ME: Nehh.*points to Lyn*
HIM: * looks stunned* * neck goes red* * speechless*
JOEL: No larh. No larh.
DAWN: * burst out laughing with ST they all*
HIM: Nonono, I don't even know her.
ME: Orh okay, * to aglin* see, tell you liaos!
AGLIN: Ya larhh, ya larhhs.

Then, when I turned around and tell Lyn
then turn back, his WHOLE face and neck red.
LOL, me and Aglin went out of KFC and
laughed like idiots for afew minutes.

Anyway, back to topic,
Dionne smsed me, do you have field trip today.
I called her.
ME: You going SP?!
DIONNE: Yah! Where you?
ME: I never go. I thought...nevermind, Poh Huat got go.
DIONNE: Okay, buhbye, call you back.

She never did of course.
I guessed she was smsing or looking for PH.
Whatever. I just missed my chance.
Writing my story now.
Hey, I'm going to complete it this time.
AND, I'm not going to post it on the web:DD

Labels: Should have trusted that voice.

oh don't think you know me ;
4:24 PM;

She is running
A hundred miles an hour in the wrong direction
She is trying
But the canyon's ever widening
In the depths of her cold heart
So she sets out on another misadventure just to find
She's another two years older
And she's three more steps behind

Does anybody hear her? Can anybody see?
Or does anybody even knows she's going down today
Under the shadow of our steeple
With all the lost and lonely people
Searching for the hope that's tucked away in you and me
Does anybody hear her? Can anybody see?

She is yearning
For shelter and affection
That she never found at home
She is searching
For a hero to ride in
To ride in and save the day
And in walks her prince charming
And he knows just what to say
Momentary lapse of reason
And she gives herself away

Does anybody hear her? Can anybody see?
Or does anybody even knows she's going down today
Under the shadow of our steeple
With all the lost and lonely people
Searching for the hope that's tucked away in you and me
Does anybody hear her? Can anybody see?

If judgement looms under every steeple
If lofty glances from lofty people
Can't see past her scarlet letter
And we never even met her

If judgement looms under every steeple
If lofty glances from lofty people
Can't see past her scarlet letter
And we never even met her

Never even met her

Does anybody hear her? Can anybody see?
Or does anybody even knows she's going down today
Under the shadow of our steeple
With all the lost and lonely people
Searching for the hope that's tucked away in you and me

Does anybody hear her? Can anybody see?
Does anybody even know she's going down today?
Under the shadow of our steeple
With all the lost and lonely people
Searching for the hope that's tucked away in you and me
Does anybody hear her? Does anybody see?

He is running a hundred miles an hour in the wrong direction

oh don't think you know me ;
8:25 PM;

oh don't think you know me ;
7:22 PM;

oh don't think you know me ;
6:18 PM;

Today's pics.


When we were dropping off her cuzzies,
we took this:DD


Double me((:

Labels: photos

oh don't think you know me ;
9:53 PM;

oh don't think you know me ;
9:37 PM;

Heys, people:DD
Just came back from Church.
Dionne came today. I'm happy.
After church we both go macs to eat,
then walking home that time,
i suddenly started singing.
She also joined in.
Then, its like, everyone is looking at us,
jumping, clapping, singing.
I didn't care for once,
I was drunk in the Holy Spirit.

I sang and sang and sang,
jump and jump and jump,
laugh, smile, dance,
just about anything crazy.
I could tell most of the people on the streets
were non-christians.
They stared, gawped, smiled, gossiped amongst themselves
at me and Dionne's ridiculous behaviour.

Just now downstairs,
I met my bro on the way home with Dionne,
me, Dionne and my bro sang together and went crazy,
after seeing Dionne home, me and my bro headed back too.
Downstairs our block, an old man was waiting for the lift.
I sang,
Praise you.
When it came to the part,
"It don't matter what other people may say..."
I was already halfway up the
first flight of stairs, the old man said,
"Shen jing bing."
Translated,
"Crazy."
Then at that point,
I didn't react like I would before in the past,
in the past I would have said,
"Shi wo shen jing bing, you wen ti ma?"
Translate,
"Yes, I'm crazy, you have a problem with that?"
But then, I shouted back,
"Ye shu ai ni!"
Translated,
"Jesus loves you."

I don't know if he heard it,
but at least I said it.
Vincent's grandma is sick.
Very sick.
Mmms, I asked him to preach to her.
He was like, are you crazy that kinda thing.
"She can't even talk, let alone think,
she doesn't even remember my name," he said.
I told him, nevermind, just preach,
something inside might stir inside of her,
and who knows, she might get saved.
Sometimes, I wonder if he is the Vincent who
told me countless of times to invite people to church.
Maybe one of us got the concept wrong then.

Labels: Drunk in the Holy Spirit.

oh don't think you know me ;
6:52 PM;

Mmms, I'm back from camp:DD
Will be filling you soon bout what has happened.
Anyway, I just noticed;
I left my towel in camp.
Good right.
I'm SO forgetful.

Day 1

I will skip to the part when we arrive in camp.
The instructors tried to get us hyped up.
Instructor: Give me 1 clap.
Us: * clap until sound like bird shit*
Instructors: One clap
Us: Clap

I admit i didn't clap.
Lols, me, Aglin and Lyn didn't.
We were split into groups.
Alpha and Bravo.
Me, Aglin and Charlotte was in Alpha
while Lyn was in Bravo. HAHA.
Then, we got split up into even SMALLER groups.
I was in Group 7, Aglin in 4 and Charlotte in 6.
Ar least groups 5,6,7 and 8 were ONE BIG family,
so I got to see Charlotte almost 24/7:DD
We had rock climbing for our first activity.
So crap, our group, Ultimate Sprite, group 5,6,7,8,
got the HARDEST wall.
Lame sia. At the end, I got stuck, no more pathway,
so I gave up. Charlotte go cut lane then she reached,
but instead of using her leg strength she use arms,
so her arms were like shivering after that.

We did absailing after rockwall, I got gastrics,
Charlotte still hadn't recover. So we told instructor,
he say nevermind so Charlotte went.
I went first then after that I saw Charlotte come down
as I was passing my harness to another person.
She couldn't lock her legs, then I think she looked down
then got "shock" and then by the time to came down,
she was crying and shivering,
then she almost passed out.
After awhile, she was okay then we both went back
to our group. They were having a meeting for campfire preperation.
So I got pulled in for Dance, Charlotte sabbo-ed me.
This was how it went.
Me: Wha, lucky Ian don't know I know hiphop.
Charlotte: * Points to me* IAN ZOIE KNOW HIPHOP!!
Ian: OH YA HOR! ZOIE you HAVE to help.
And *plung*, I'm in.
Ian and I taught them how to dance.
Complications slowly rose up.
And we got a scolding from Instructor Ah Bao.
Bathed and then slept =="

Day 2

Woke up early.
My contacts were stuck unto the top of the cap;
I thought I almost misplaced them!
Anyway, we had our High Rope Course.
Super fun! Very high!
I was climbing up, then when I reached the SMALL
platform I was like, okay, thats high.
Then I turn around, got extremely big wind.
Put my leg on the tight rope and hold onto another rope.
I was like walking and stretching the rope,
then I couldn't go any further,
I tried to reach out,
short legs, short arms =="
cant reach. Then big wind came again.
Guess what I said.
Sian.
Wow, I'm stranded and that's the best word I can think of to shout.
Lols, then reached out and grabbed the rope,
then slowly became faster and faster.
Finally I reached the other side.
Without falling:DD
Started rainning so went back to shelter
played indoor games. With water.
Missed our Kayaking session T.T
Had river rafting instead.
Haha, jumped in the sea then went back up.

Had campfire at night.
Wow, alot of people didn't know I could dance.
Especially Davior.
Haha. Somemore today at KFC got one malay guy
he ask me, " Yesterday you dance izzit?"
Well duh, we were in pyramid shape.
I was the first person. Felt like a solo ==
so paiseh.
Bravo won the campfire..sad.

Last Day aka Today
Nothing much. Just area Cleaning.
Went Lyn's house.
Made me feel like playing maple all over again. =x

Labels: im beat.

oh don't think you know me ;
5:20 PM;

Wow, today very eventful.
Shall skip to after school part.
I skipped NAFA.
I had a vaild reason((:
I'm helping with the twinning programme.
Anyway, I took care of this guy awhile.
Me, Aglin and Sharmane like...buddy this guy.
The guy who is in love with molesting Rahul.
Kidding. But seriously. Hear my story.

At first I'm like okay.
He is not that bad. Like that.
But then at the com lab,
He open his legs big big,
so his right knee touched my left knee,
Then, I was like, maybe he doesn't realise.
Then, he started like..shaking his leg ah.
So annoying. Luckily, I had to rush to
the Art Room for a briefing.
Then, later I found out that
Sharmane one was worse.
After I left, I think Aglin took my seat,
then, he put his leg across Sharmane's leg.
Same thing happened to Aglin.
He really deserves a beating.

Not bad enough to tarnish the reputation of the China people I know,
I had to teach these two girls in Art Club how to paint with Batik.
One of them was like so stuck up and snobbish that
if she could understand english or if my chinese was better,
I would have said,
"Girl, you better brush up your stupid attitude or I'll make sure
you literally SWALLOW your pride and LISTEN to me teach, you noob.
This is Singapore, its good enough that you are the GUEST,
if you were some girl in school I would have attacked."
I'm evil I know. I'm really joking about the kicking part.
But she didn't even TRY to understand me,
just cause my chinese is not the same pronouncation,
she like pretend don't know what I'm talking.
Girl, if you speak Spanish to me. I'll laugh.
I bet even if I don't know Spanish, at least I can pronouce them,
unlike YOU, little miss think you got it all.

They are coming back tomorrow.
But I'll be seeing them for half a day,
if I see that guy do anything to any other girls,
he'll drag his sorry ass home I tell you.

I talked to my mother about quitting PDP,
she said ok:DD

Anyway, Art Club teachers were so funny sia.
When everyone left,
we started to clear up and had a debreif.
Mdm Faz told us what we needed to improve on then
later she said,
" I'm sorry, children, but I need to send 3 of your for referals.
These three has misbehaved badly and thus Mrs Chen have been sent down
to get your parent's contact numbers and will be called immediatly after this."
I was like, oh freak it's me. Cause, I played with Issac with the cloth
then somemore, i said,
"I SMACK HIS nevermind.."
in front of Mr Goh. I was about to say I smack his face.
Don't think dirty people((:
Then, I'm like, sian, first time get referal.
Then, after we cleaned up, we gathered again for the 3 people
to be announced. Mdm Faz said,
"Mrs Chen, have you gotten the numbers?"
Mrs Chen: Yes
Mdm Faz: Good now, like I was saying, You guys done a great job."
Then Mrs Chen suddenly
came with TWO BIG BOXES of PIZZA!
The referal was just a joke,
unfortunately, Charlotte didn't get it.
Charlotte: Mdm Fazidah, so are you still going to call our parents?"
Mdm Faz: You want me to call, then so it shal be:DD
Charlotte: Nonono!

Seriously ah, when she told us it was a joke,
I almost cried man! Really!
Then she asked us,
" Who thought they were the ones getting referal?"
Alot of us raised our hands. Lols. I feel so stupid!
But the pizza waas goooood:DD
I love Art Club man!

Labels: first time this term., I'm good., talked back to teacher

oh don't think you know me ;
8:13 PM;

GAAAHH.
Told my mother I'm reaaally going to quit PDP.
Missed Girl's DP cause of it.
I feel like I'm so lost when I'm with them.
Cause I only talk to them on MSN or
in church or just 'hi-hi-bye-bye' thing.
So quitting PDP will allow me to have time to

A) TeachDionne more about Jesus
B) Exercise!
C) Study
D) Go out with friends
E) Fellowship
last but not least,
F) Reach out to others!

SEEEEE, I can spend my time in PDP rotting,
or doing something meaningful.
I'm the type that gotta keep moving babeh.
I don't like staying in a stop tooo long((:
Unless its reaaally fun:DD

I forgotten all about Ting Xie, AGAIN.
But cause I was busy with the Twinning stuff.
And stuff. Lols.
Tomorrow they are arriving.
Okay, they reached already but they are like,
OFFICIALLY coming tomorrow.

Had nasi lemak for dinner.
I absolutely LOVE the chicken wings.
Guys, you have GOT to try it.
Punggol Nasi Lemak Centre,
I think it's at Tanjong Katong area.
I really don't know how to spell Punggol.
Whatever. Its nicee.

Going camping on Wed,
ha, still can't believe Vincent can't swim.
Okay, I shouldn't laugh.
I really shouldn't.
Hee, I'm enjoying school more and more.

Labels: Reaching my ultimate destination

oh don't think you know me ;
7:29 PM;

I can't believe I just did it.
I can't believe I watched that Harry Potter show,
EVEN though, I had told myself
about a hundred trillion times,
not to watch that irratating show!
It was not awsome as I thought it would be anyway.

Back to the real topic anyway.
Well, today was G-R-E-A-T.
Too bad to those I invited but didn't come.
You guys would have enjoyed it.
Well, me and Dawn was just talking on msn.
Typing to be exact:DD.
Mmms, lazy to tell you what it was.
But the main point is we were talking about saving souls.
One day, I want to go out there
and just preach like a madwoman.
Street Evangalising.
Whatever you spell it.

Dionne is getting a MALE Toy Poodle.
Yes, Dionne, I am a feminist.
Kidding., I just prefer female dogs.
Mms, I love Alina's fashion taste.
Haha, I wish I got brains like hers.
She doesn't wear until over-revealing
but the style is still there.
Maybe it's her face.
Or hair.
But to me. all my buddies are COOL.
Yes, you Dionne. And Sharmin.

Pastor Chris is right,
no Christian is ugly.
There is something about them that just shines.
I agree. I totally agree.

I'm going to write a book.
Stepping Stones.
Its going to be about a girl
who ran away from home,
with her boyfriend.
She got pregnant,
boyfriend leaves.
She can't go home.
A guy sees her and brings her to Christ.
Its going to be awsome.
Just felt inspired to do it.
Maybe Holy Spirit is prompting me.

Labels: Stepping Stones

oh don't think you know me ;
9:24 PM;

oh don't think you know me ;
9:38 AM;

Hoos, I'm tired!
In school, I coloured Feydric's hair again.
This time purple.
But it was quick so I don't think it really sank in.
Had to go for the Metta Projec thing.
The meeting was held in Changkat Primary.
Lyn, Charlotte, Mark and Jun Ting's Primary School.
I feel so out of palce. At least Aglin pei me((:
Lyn and Charlotte pretended to get locked out of the rooftop.
We weren't supposed to go in anyway.
Me, Mark, Jun Ting and Aglin go tell them we call Auntie
help them open up the door.
They tricked us =="
But, Auntie heard us, so she came anyways,
We got caught and chased down one level:DD
But then, me and Charlotte went back up to check,
it was open, so we went back in,
this time all of us. The view was AWSOME.

Guess who I saw at the meeting,
it's no other than Aaron Sum.
Yes, THAT Aaron.
Haha, can't believe I'll see him.
Hope I don't get into same group as him.
Me and Charlotte went back for St John training.
Fu Chai made Sherril cry,
that big fat meanie.
Yes, he IS big AND fat:DD
Mmms, had about 15minutes footdrill,
the meeting ended at 4.30pm.
Then played captains' ball.
Retarded, I hurt my back before that,
while playing at Changkat Pri fitness corner with
Charlotte and them.

Can't wait for tomorrow.
I wonder who is leading worship.
Games is Loren.
I pray Dionne can come.
It's going to be ubber fun.
I'm having eye infection, dang it.
And my rebonding is wearing off!
Arghhh!!

Labels: sick. in pain. still having a time of my life

oh don't think you know me ;
8:20 PM;

Boo!
I'm much better today.
Thankies to Dionne, I'm okays now:DD
Anyway,
stupid Joshua go tell Vincent I like him.
Him means Vincent.
Crapper.
Then, Vincent come ask me if its true.
Not bad enough,
today after maths remedial,
Nigel and I was walking down the stairs,
talking about the twinning thing.
So obviously we walk together right,
this stupid Joshua,
just right appear from behind,
with the basketball players,
then Renny was walking with them,
thenJoshua say,
"WOW, so you is like Nigel la! Renny,
they look so perfect! Ai yo, walk together somemore."
Something like that.
Then I was already screaming, " NONONONO."
He just ruined my entire sec 2 life I tell you.

Fall in for rehearsal.
Vincent, Po Huat and Jinn Song playing basketball.
When water break,
Su Tieng make me do the fourtune thingy,
I got the name ' Joanna'.
Then, she tell me its for the guys de.
She says she gonna make Vincent do it,
then tell me who it turns out to be.
Let me make things clear,
I AM NOT IN LOVE WITH VINCENT!
He's just a good friend.

Marching was okay.
I kept in pace,
for the first time.
And then I did quite well:DD
Erico still havent tell me his answer
if he can go to church this Sunday.

By the way,
is there some kinda secret thing
between Po Huat and Dionne?
They seem...so..close.
All of a sudden:DD

Labels: Confusion makes my brain boggle

oh don't think you know me ;
7:06 PM;

Had a bad day.
Twinning thing turns out to be UG marching.
Crapper.
And after that I had to do footdrills.
They made me go with the sec1 while the other
sec2s are like...the ICs now.
Then, they didn't let me be an IC, made me train
with the sec1s. I feel so downgraded la.
When I told this to Charlotte,
she just made me feel more worse.
At the end I did join the sec2s but only
when they were falling in.
Crapper.

The problem is not that I'm with the sec1s,
I mean seriously,
Charlotte is like the Assistant Vice-Head of prefets.
I'm not even in charge for patrol.
Charlotte is Assistant Flag Bearer,
I'm not even IC.
Charlotte is President of PDP,
I'm not even an EXCO member.
Charlotte is like Mdm Faz favourite in Art Club
and as usual I always come in second.
Everything I'm second.
I sometimes envy Charlotte,
even though she is in TEchnical,
she accomplished more than I did.
What would she know about
feeling "downgraded".

But, guess what,
I have something far mroe better
than what she has.
I can experience the love of God,
while she is still as emo-tic as ever.
When Charlotte was talking to me,
I actually thought of screaming
at her,
"YOU DONT UNDERSTAND A THING!
YOU ARE AVH FOR PREFECTS,
PRESIDENT OF PDP,
ASSISTANT FLAG BEARER FOR ST JOHN,
WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT?
PRESIDENT OF ART CLUB? I ALWAYS
COME IN SECOND. YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING!"

That's what I almost shouted,
but I didn't want to hurt her feelings.
Okay, I was jealous. But I also feel
happy for her, who wouldn't?

ChingTing- Haha, I know you, sure will link you((:

Labels: Bad Day

oh don't think you know me ;
7:07 PM;

I'm so tireeedd!
Wanted to stay home to snooze,
but noooo. my mommy says i gotta go schoooool.
I'm drained I tell you people!
As in, I'm reaaally tired and everyday have something on.
Yes, even on Sat and Sun I wake up early.
10am at the most.
While my other buddies are still sleeping!
So I accidentally overslept.
It was 6.30 when I woke up.
Maybe you live near your school so you DON'T panic.
But I live miles away from school, and thus. Panicked

On my way to school,
I ALWAYS pray this prayer
when I wake up late for school.
I prayed that all the traffic lights will be green just
before we hit it and that the school bell is sloooow.
And it always works. PRAISE HIM.

Davior and the rest are still going on about
the "Who You Like" thing,
but this time instead of guessing,
they will say, " ORHHH, SO IS HIM LA!"
If I talk to a guy, even if the they don't know the guy.
Today had Prefect thing.
I sat at the back so I'm not exactly easy to spot.
Hehe, I'm too tired to post the details.
The prefect pledge, which Mr Koh could not find the
REAL PREFECT PLEDGE,
was made up by the new Head, Hazic.
Cool laa. Lols. xDD

Shaz- Linked up already. Thanks, yours is also not bad:DD

tiiengg- NONONONO, its NOT true. Not jiayou!><

Labels: I need a break, really

oh don't think you know me ;
6:32 PM;

Today's pics;

Hehe, Dao?


Candid!!


Nicolas's way of Stoning:DD


Emo??

Labels: i love messing about

oh don't think you know me ;
6:50 PM;

oh don't think you know me ;
6:10 PM;

OH OH OH!
I'm soooo happy for Dionne.
She made the right desicion.
To let Christ into her life!
She won't regret it!
PRAISE THE LORD!
I credit everything to Him.
I was just the bridge:DD

This is one of the happiest moments of my life.
I pray that more of my friends will
also take that step of faith to
be a Christian.

I almost bought the pink eyeliner and lipgloss
but too long queue and Dionne needed to go home.
I couldn't upload the pics when we ate at KFC,
the com was too lag.
But one thing is for sure,
the next person I intend to bring to church
is no other than the new boy from 2e4.

He looks so lonesome.
And my classmates keeps teasing him
cause his voice very "man".
Yes, I never talked to him before.
And yes, I am going to do that tomorrow.
:DD, Jasmin and Dawn are really an example
I should follow. Wait.
All Christians should follow.

I hope Nicolas is alright.
I hope Aglin is alright.
Too.
I'll keep you two in prayer:DD

Someone teach me how to strum christian songs PLEASE.
I feel like being a worship leader!
Lols, not feel like. Technically, its my dream:DD
I don't know laa, just wanna do it.
I mean, yeahhs, it'll be hard.
Might be quitting PDP.
Too much activities.
And I don't really think its good
cause I don't get to fellowship with
my friends after school!

Labels: Praise the Lord for another soul is saved:DD

oh don't think you know me ;
8:40 PM;

I absolutely totally LOVE my cell!
Thanks guys for the belated birthday present.
It was AWESOME!

Anyway, i just found out,
my superbly irratating brother Clemes,
JUST DREW ON
MY PLANETSHAKERS PICK IT UP
ALBUM TRACK LIST FRONT PAGE!
He is SOOOOOO
not dead:DD
Even though he DID mess the thing up,
I'm going to BEAR with it
and just let him know I knew what he done
AND forgive him.

Yes, I know. Highly unlikely for me,
BUT I've decided I MUST change.
seriously.

Today, in cell,
Joel said something ridiculous again.
As usual((: Lols.
He said Parkinston Diease to Parkistan Diease.
It was super funny!

Didn't go for the Just Worship thing.
I scared too late.
I didn't know Su Tieng went,
so by the time she called,
its quite late already.
So I didn't go.
I think I'd rather go Prayer Meeting tomorrow.
I see what time it ends first then
decide go shopping with Dionne or not.
Most likely, if can't make it tomorrow,
I'll go by myself.

Another highly unlikely thing.
Really.
I DETEST going to the mall
by myself.
It feels so lonely!
I'm a people person:DD

Absolut3- Lols, its pathetic, me I mean. I'm a girl. They're shoes. Do the math:DD

HoilyJean- Lols, I got a bril idea! Next time if I forget to hand in something, tag my board! Kidding((:

Cynthia- Ya luhhs, he can host his own show. I most likely won't watch it x)

oh don't think you know me ;
8:27 PM;

oh don't think you know me ;
6:38 PM;

My birthday celebration : DD.
Refer to previous post, 11th June for details((:


Dionne, Aglin, Lyn and May Yong *MUACKKS* you guys: DD


Wiiiinnddyy~


Me, Dionne, Nicole, Lyn and May Yong.
Nicole and Alina made the turtle((:



A mermaid, a weirdo punching her imaginary friend
and two crazy people trying to act cute:DD


My Beloved((:

oh don't think you know me ;
6:52 PM;

oh don't think you know me ;
6:14 PM;

Whew, another busy day!
Lols, but I enjoyed it:DD
Nothing much happened in school.
Had Art Club after that, we are making Teachers' Day gifts.
Cutting up paper and stuff like that.

We ended pretty early,
then me and Charlotte joined
the other sec 2 prefects for a meeting.
The other prefects are talking,
not doing their duty,
so we all gathered to split friends up.
As in during duties.
I'm doing DnT block with Aglin.
Charlotte, Lyn, May Yong, Lex and Ian doing St John room outside.
I don't remember the rest.

Met Andrew when coming out of the toilet.
I just noticed the words
we only ever say in school
is " Hi" and "Bye". Seriously!
When I came home,
Dionne and Nerissa had a problem,
so I'm currently listening to Dionne's point of view.
Now, I have this feeling Nerissa was using her.
Words of Advice: Forgive and Forget.
Not going to go into the details about the problem.

Loren and Vincent are teaming up
against me and Charlotte!! Grr.
Either make our hair or call us Fat =="
We took their bags and threw it in the Girl's Toilet.
They got it back in the end.

Lols, maybe playing GE tomorrow instead.
Lols, by the way, I just remembered,
Chin Kiat, Danica they all came our class to look for Amy.
Seems like Aglin's bro met Amy on Maple,
so now Chin Kiat is saying Amy is her bro's stead.
Hilarious:DD lols.

oh don't think you know me ;
6:13 PM;

Boo!
Hehe, last night,
I had this weird dream,
that Alvin hugged Hui Jing in front of her two friends,
after school on friday,
outside the PE room.
I told this to Alvin and guess what,
it was REAL:DD

I DREAMT it,
not SAW it.
Then to make things clear bout the dream,
i asked him the details which i will NOT fill you in,
and it turned out like my dream.
Cool, eh!
Lols, missed abit of Eng cause went around with Aglin, Lyn and Juilet.
Juilet is there cause her classmates want to bash her.
I mean fight her.
So we brought her to Mr Fransis.
Okay, so we missed a WHOLE period of Eng.
Sucks, i know.
Sucks as in, I MISSED AWHOLE PERIOD! ARGHH.thing.

Missed Prayer meeting cause
by the time Prefects thing was over and called Penny finsihed,
I arrived at the Learning Hub only to find them leaving.
AT THE SAME TIME!
So explained and stuff then I was like,
Why do these things happen to me!
And was holding back tears.
Then Loren and Vincent shouted after me,
I thought I dropped something then turn back.
Vincent shot me his famous goofy grin and waved real big.
Loren shouted buhbye.
I was like...ok..and waved.
Not smiling even though usually Vincent's goofy smile made me laugh.
So I went down to the basketball court,
forgetting bout the Speak Good English class
that ALL sec2 express classes had to take.
Loren and Vincent, gee they're really fast,
boomed loud music by my ear,
then go play basketball.
NOW I started smiling.

I suddenly realised bout the class then ran back to 2e1.
Luckily the teacher's back was facing me,
so I quickly took a seat. No one sabo-ed me((:
But guess what, I went in and sat down
while Lyn and Aglin were plotting an escape.
Hilarious. So now I'm also stuck with them, planning an escape.
We didn't managed to escape, but wreaked havoc in class:DD
we are soooo good, mmph((:

oh don't think you know me ;
6:14 PM;

Oh dang it!
Some fat pai kia who is not in my school OR Dionne's
is obbessed with my friendster pics.
He saved ALL of them in his MP4.
Crapper.
Dionne says she'll help me out.
Guess what that guy commented bout my pics.
He said he wanna eff me and jio me.
If boy you are reading this
1. I dont like people called Edwinds.
2. I never will stead you.
3. I think the word eff is digusting and that
i will only have sex AFTER marriage.
4. I don't know you
5. You violated my privacy by putting my pics in your protable device.
BUT i dont hold anything against you
AND forgive you even though i think
you are a sickminded guy who needs counselling.

I wore heels OUTSIDE of the house today.
No problems walking.
The problem was guys staring.
I heard them saying to each other
betting if i was sec 4 or 5.
Haha, am I THAT mature in heels?
Haiishh, saw some nicee shoes at Parkway,
gonna get them sometime.

I set my friendster profile to PRIVATE now.
I guess i can relax ALITTLE.
Vincent was of no help..
he just said ignore him.
Lols, Ok fine he did have a point.

Not gonna be long post,
I'm gonna go do my homework:DD

oh don't think you know me ;
6:52 PM;