get hooked to zoiee;; God's love'

Thursday, August 30, 2007

Taken on Tues in class.
I drew it on the whiteboard(:

They preparing the flour and water
to throw on Vincent after he took off
the tie-become-blindfold(:

Vincent makes his FLOUR escape:DD

Load em' up!

Being chased by Poh Huat(:

Clean up time:DD
( I was sitting on the swing the whole time,
even though it's wet. Cos I no extra clothes)

Yuwen, biggest of them all(:
Jasmin and Liang in the background

I took a pic of the flower cos it looks nicee(:

swings!

Us(:
My fringe is tied up cos it's wet.
MY FOREHEAD EXPOSED.
No pimples HA!

Labels: photos

oh don't think you know me ;
8:58 PM;

Sorry peepos,
didn't post for abouuut...1week?
Anyway, celebrated Vincent's birthday on Tues.
Loren cut his leg while playing ice and water,
at the end I went to some stranger's house to get water.
Am I good or what:DD
Chey(:
Oh and we saw Shawn, the xiaoyuan superstar champion
at LJS with his mother? and two girls.
I so DON'T look like him.
Will post the pictures, not of Shawn, later.
And I didn't even know he was champion
or how he even look like
until that Tues.
I've gotta watch more TV==

Then on Wed,
Me, Aglin, Lyn and Mark missed Metta Project
cos we had Prefect Rehearsal.
Yes, Charlotte asked Mr Nahar to see if I can join.
We gave the rehearsal a miss,
then went to Learning Hub dance.
Haha, we decide to perform next year Teacher's Day.
Cool ehs.
Have yet to master one of the moves.
But I won't give up.

Today, also had rehearsal.
By the way,
I SO DO NOT BELIEVE THAT WAS ALOYSIOUS ON STAGE.
HE IS SO PRO! His singing I mean(:
Andrew also performing.
Quite nice ahs.
Danced today too.
Leg cramps people, leg cramps.
Okay, we practise like 1 hour plus
then started playing with Bao Nan and Mark.
Bao Nan not dancing. Mark is.
Believe it? It's up to you(:

May Yong having BBQ tomorrow.
I'm not happy.
Cos it's a FARE-WELL PARTY.
MAY YONG. I MISS YOU.
If you go, I'll be the only Cornerstone person in class,
AND you also know what ALC said that time.
You heard me cry.
And now you leaving,
then how will I know how to improve?
Who will motivate and monitor me IN CLASS?
GAH.
Anyway, I pray that she'll make new friends(:
And preach the gospel.

Charlotte hurt me today.
Emotionally anyway.
Shall not elaborate.
Ask me then I'll tell.
If I cry,
don't mind me.

Labels: she is missed):

oh don't think you know me ;
8:36 PM;

Monday, August 27, 2007

Sorry to have you all worried.
I'm okay le.
Trashed things out.
Well, sort of, and now every thing is back to normal.
Or something like that.

I'm glad to have you guys care for me,
I really do, it makes me smile(:
I just came back from my checkup.
When I told them I rolled down the stairs,
they were half laughing.
She said there was something wrong with my..
whaddaya call that...its not the febula...
its the one starting with P-
She says its common in teenagers.
And guess who I saw,
Yi Heng! LOL.
He was there cos of his dad.

Well,
I have a sudden urge to play basketball.
Too bad Dionne cant go out.
Its been a looooooooonngggg time since I last played basketball.
With her I mean.
Hee(:

Labels: Sleepy.

oh don't think you know me ;
5:23 PM;

Sunday, August 26, 2007

What exactly is a vulgar word?
People have different views of vulgarities.
What exactly is true friendship?
Is it people who stand by you
or is it people who shatter you to wake you up?
What exactly is tears?
Emotions falling or just feelings hidden deep within?
What exactly makes people smile?
When their eyes twinkle and teeth show or
just danicng by the moon?

Who are people you can call friends,
when everyone loses their trust in you?
Is eternity really forever?
Why is hell dark when it has fire?
Why is it then,
when I try to be my best,
an unexpected wave,
washes away my sand castle city,
leaving ruins in its path.

I try my best,
my best to preach,
to not see my friends go hell.
They talked behind my back,
calling it irratating, nothing else.
They say I'm a bad example,
they say I can't be good.
They haven't seen that side of me,
which I know they should.
They do not know my past,
nor do they know my tunes.
Each time I try to make them
'un-irratated' I seem to make things worse,
for they'll think as a CornerStone-er
I should be extremely good.

Should I cry over what I've done?
Should I be alone?
Should I curl up in a corner,
just thinking through?
I hope the drum beats shatter,
all my fears and pain.
I hope it penetrates through my skin,
just like cold wet rain.

My heart is breaking,
although I'm not alone.
Should I change I ask myself,
should I turn into a walking stone?
Should I just stand in the rain,
drenching me so?
Washing away all emotions and pain,
till I become a saint.

Give me a compassionate heart O God,
give me your hopes and dreams.
Tell me what you like O God,
and what you expect of me.
Let this be a silent prayer,
stirring in my heart.
Help me gain back Me O God,
just Lord,
pour down on me.
Shame me in your love O God,
tell me I've been bad,
tell me you'll never leave me O Lord,
and tell me why,
my tears tastes so salty.

Help me control my anger,
help me hide my pain.
Lord I pray that you will, God,
mold me just like clay.
Tonight as I rest my soul,
tonight when the moon rings bright,
come visit me when the time is right,
and give me a hug good night.

That wasn't a poem.
It just happens to ryme.
That was how I felt today.
I mean it.
May Yong, don't leave.
I have no other friends.
You told me about Aglin and Lyn and Charlotte.
You told me almost everything I needed to know.
You were there for me, sort of.
I'm telling you, my heart hurts alot.
I feel like transfering school again.
But as usual,
even from the start,
I've always been an outcast.
Everytime I try to blend in,
they call me bad, no good.
I don't blame them,
I was supposed to be a GOOD role model.
I should turn to a emotionless stone,
only feeling happiness from God
and reaching out to people,
who really want to know God.
It all just sums up,
I give up.

Labels: Shattered

oh don't think you know me ;
8:45 PM;

Labels: let photos do the talking

oh don't think you know me ;
10:47 AM;

School brought all sec2 express
to watch King And I,
I'm not a big fan of these types of musicals,
but it was somewhat interesting.
Since we were sitting at the highest level
and the furthest from the stage,
it amused me when the people could
talk without microphones and their voices boomed up to my ears.
Wow, I seem to be talking in chim english again=="
Stuck in compo mode, sorry:DD
Anyway, took some photos.

At night,
went out with my cousins to bugis.
Elieen went to cut hair
and we went to play at the arcade and
walk around bugis street.
I won a toy monkey at the pincer thingy.
Have to use the pincer and grab a toy
and then pray with all your might it won't fall down.
I won hee(:
We took neoprints and then got home.

By the way,
Lyn, Davior, Renny, Feydric, Joshua and I were caught.
Caught as in the photos of Mr Desker.
School found out about it and want to take action.
Ms Holly told Joshua who told Aglin who told me.
Just when I got back from Bugis,
Aglin's mom already called my dad and told him about it.
And all my relatives KNOW about it too.
Got a good talk infront of them.
They made things worse by
butting in and I was like so angry I cry ==
But everything was alright in the end.
My mother went China for holiday.
She'll be back on Wed.
I'll post the pictures.
then when I come back at night,
I'll post about today(:

Labels: so yesterday

oh don't think you know me ;
10:38 AM;

Friday, August 24, 2007

Let pictures do the talking today(: