i sank back,
my hopes were once again dashed.
i thought i had found it.
yet, stupid as it seemed;
i lost it again.
i thought,
that i could wait and believe;
but right now,
i believe i sank back.

Haha, im so weak.
Lols, there i said it.
i'mweak.
there i said it again(:
im not gonna tell u what my hopes were,
or what i lost.
Hahas, im weird.
I'm not gonna cry this time;
it always happens to me.
Lols, God just can't let me find the right one.
Hahas, nahh.
I'm not as affected as last time.
Like i said, im used to it(:

oh don't think you know me ;
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