i cannot take it.
im breaking.
at 1st i tot u were different,
i tot u encourage not discourage.
looks like i was wrong.
called me a slacker,
said i never put in enough effort
what do u know?
i put in my 100% u say 10,
200 u say 20.
im breaking, i thought i could handle it.
i thought that i could carry on.
i was wrong.
Lord, i need you now.
i really really need you,
to comfort me,
pick me up
and place me on my feet.
i want others to understand
at least if they not happy,
they can keep it in awhile,
when i feeling better then tell me
another day
too many things happened today,
i admit,
im depressed.

oh don't think you know me ;
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