Had a bad day.
Twinning thing turns out to be UG marching.
Crapper.
And after that I had to do footdrills.
They made me go with the sec1 while the other
sec2s are like...the ICs now.
Then, they didn't let me be an IC, made me train
with the sec1s. I feel so downgraded la.
When I told this to Charlotte,
she just made me feel more worse.
At the end I did join the sec2s but only
when they were falling in.
Crapper.

The problem is not that I'm with the sec1s,
I mean seriously,
Charlotte is like the Assistant Vice-Head of prefets.
I'm not even in charge for patrol.
Charlotte is Assistant Flag Bearer,
I'm not even IC.
Charlotte is President of PDP,
I'm not even an EXCO member.
Charlotte is like Mdm Faz favourite in Art Club
and as usual I always come in second.
Everything I'm second.
I sometimes envy Charlotte,
even though she is in TEchnical,
she accomplished more than I did.
What would she know about
feeling "downgraded".

But, guess what,
I have something far mroe better
than what she has.
I can experience the love of God,
while she is still as emo-tic as ever.
When Charlotte was talking to me,
I actually thought of screaming
at her,
"YOU DONT UNDERSTAND A THING!
YOU ARE AVH FOR PREFECTS,
PRESIDENT OF PDP,
ASSISTANT FLAG BEARER FOR ST JOHN,
WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT?
PRESIDENT OF ART CLUB? I ALWAYS
COME IN SECOND. YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING!"

That's what I almost shouted,
but I didn't want to hurt her feelings.
Okay, I was jealous. But I also feel
happy for her, who wouldn't?

ChingTing- Haha, I know you, sure will link you((:

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