Oh wow. Hahas.
I cried a number of times today.
I didn't know Vincent got come church,
so when he, Joel and Rachel(Joel's cuz) met us at Katong,
I was abit..stunned.
Then, I don't know why,
I see him, then like..want cry.
But we ignore each other lahhs.
So its like..he sit beside our cell leader, Rachel Yang,
then I sit on the other side of Rachel Yang.
Then, I think I paiseh or something,
I go hug my bag and hide my face.

We go church together
then Vincent sit infront of me.
Then, I'm like...okay. Not expected.
Lols, I just realised he is super tall.
Okay, not super. Just tall.
Sang So In Love With You( gahh, my fav!)
Then, I Could Sing Of Your Love Forever.
Next is err. I forgot.
But I love the song People Need The Lord.
Both; I Could Sing Of Your Love Forever and People Need The Lord,
I cried. The People Need The Lord reminded me of Aglin.
The lyrics I mean. And like for the first time in months,
I sang these two songs like I reeaaally mean it.
Then after that, they had an altar call for

people not baptised in the Holy Spirit.
Although I'm already baptised
and I wasn't in front,
for some weird reason, and I don't know why,
I sat down and started crying.
Rachel( not Yang) look at me,
and Valerie look up.
Then, Valerie brought me to the back of the Auditoruim,
and asked me why I cry.

So I tell her I felt so bad.
For Aglin and Vincent.
Then everything came flowing out ahs.
When I cry finish then we went back take our bags,
go Prayer Meeting.
I also cried there.
Cos' of Aglin.
Me and Su Tieng paired up to pray.

By the way, I said sorry to him already.
He said sorry too. But I guess now..
really nothing to talk about.
I think I'll wait somemore before talking.
To him. I guess. I don't want like...
hurt him somemore or something.
I feel guilty.

You know, I have a sudden urge to do
something reaally RADICAL for changkat
with the rest of the sec2s.
I mean, the rest of the zones are giving out
staplers with words or something,
even bread or doughnuts, I forgot,
but what is OUR zone doing?
Shouldn't we be doing something crazy too?
Come on guys! Lets meet up for lunch
and discuss about this how bout it?
Lets pray that it will be a success,
LETS DO THIS FOR GOD!

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