Freak.
Freak.
FREAK.

I got suspended from my prefect duties.
Cause of what, you ask?
Cos' they say
me and Aglin( yep, she's suspended too) always come
late for lessons; we have a reason for THAT,
don't seem interested in our duties; that TOO,
and always go out of class; even THIS we have a reason.

For coming back late,
Mrs Ho say wait till everyone goes back to class
then we can go back. Cos' our duty is to
guard the toilets. DUH. And we obeyed.
Look what happened?!
We ARE interested in our duties,
for recess only.
In the morning guard toilets.
How you expect us interested.
Hug and kiss the toilet door, ahs?
We still DO stop the people from entering.
Going out of class,
EVERYONE does that.
Stretch legs lahs.
You teachers always walk to different class,
obviously no need stretch,
somemore YOUNG people
more energy.
It's not fair, okay.
Never even ask our reason then suspend us one week.

And to us, getting suspended is only for
people like Puvan, or it's equal to getting nearly sacked.
Freak. One week. You guys never even see us do duty.
You guys don't know I have been crying on Sunday,
Monday and now today.
I have been standing in the rain for fifteen minutes,
all wet and getting a headache and crying for 4 hours
on-and-off, and being surrounded by
people after school, asking us why we cry.
I'm sick. I'm tired. I'm stressed.
I'm always the one helping others,
and it seems like other than God,
no one helps me.

I know, I'm trying to think maturely,
but somehow, I'm just too tired already.

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