get hooked to zoiee;; God's love'

Sunday, September 30, 2007

Guess what.
I just found out something.
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IM LOCKED IN MY OWN HOME.

I lost the keys on friday.
How exciting can my life get.
Note the sarcarsium.

oh don't think you know me ;
1:26 PM;

Shoots,
I'm sick.
Down with a terrible sore throat, flu and vomiting.
Gahhs. Not sure if I'm still going church.
I'm so sick of drinking water that I vomited it all out.
And I didn't even force myself to vomit it.
I don't wanna miss church,
but my throat is KILLING me.
It's pain and I don't feel like talking.
Note: The greatest day of the year: Zoie stops talking for once(:
Kidding.

I seriously cannot believe I'll shut up for the entire day.
I'm bound to talk, obviously with pain.
I wonder if Dionne is going to the library.
I think alot ALOT of people will be there so..I'm not going.
I definately cannot stay gloomy all day can I?
And, I feel much MUCH better typing this.
At least there is something to entertain me:DD

I just remembered,
church having soccer match.
Although I have totally no interest in that
game, which to me, ring alarms of boredom,
I still want to watch it.
Sheesh, I'm hungry.
Don't know what to eat.
Nothing to eat at home.
Lazy go downstairs buy.
No milk and/ or fried food for me):
I hate milk by the way.
I'm lactose-intolerent so I'm okay without milk.
HA. But that means I'll stay short.
Whatever. My hopes of being an air stewardess
once more goes down the drain.

Milo went for grooming yesterday,
she looks so...short-furred.
Cute, yes. But still as snoozy.
Great, I just choked on water.
Laugh you guys, laugh.
Lame:DD
Wanted to ask Joshua to go library study,
but so it seems, he is going to his friend's house to study.

Anyway,
I'm pretty sure Davior and the rest will
demand sweets from me tomorrow.
That's right, we have exams tomorrow.
I wanna go ouuuut!!
I'm rotting to death.
But peepos have been telling me to stay in.
Crappers. I'll get maggots eating up my meat if I stay in.
Kidding, but you get what I mean.

This post is nonsense.
nOnSenSe.
nonsense.
NONSENSE.
You people must be reaaally bored to read up to here.
And here.
here.
and HERE.
Haha, boo-ya sucks.
Mms, shall end you torment,
HERE.

Labels: sickkedd.

oh don't think you know me ;
10:18 AM;

Saturday, September 29, 2007

First of all, I'd like to thank EVERYONE who showed me care.
Especially,
Joana, SuTieng, YuWen, Amelia, Yok Fong, Rachel,
Dawn, Jasmin and the rest whom I did not mention.
My wake up call is over,
and I've decided to get water-baptised.
Just wondering when I'll get to it.

Anyway,
Jeremy shared about his gifting.
I wonder what's mine.
My mother just told me I might be moving to
Bedok, a smaller house.
I'm going to pray that we don't.
I'm having a terrible sore throat,
though I still can sing,
thank you very much,
but it's still killing me.

Just now I was praying,
then I say until very fast.
I also dunnoe why everything just spill out.
Gonna pray again later((:
I'm also going to START SAVING UP.
I'll keep a record. HA.
And you guys help me monitor:DD
I'm going to save up to buyyy..
*drum roll*
either * drum roll*

A) Accustic Guitar
B) Clothes that are DECENT
C) New pencil case AND bag.
D) nothing. Just save to a 100((:
*drum roll ends:DD*

Know what,
I love you SUTIENG, JOANA, YOKFONG AND AMELIA.
Oh and JASMIN, DAWN, RACHEL, VALERIE, RACHEL FOONG.
And er.. the guys. Ha.
I'm such a sexist.
No wonder my friends want me to have a boyfriend that much.
Kidding, I don't think I'll be getting one,
even IF I like him.
Note: I'm not LES.

Oh and err.. I'm going to start doing my quiet time again.
I should keep track anyway.
I haven't got about buying the lolipops.
I'll go with one of the girls to check the price.
Then buy. Or I can buy that BIG BIG CAN of lolipops((:
Remind me please.
I seriously need some Major Attitude Adjustment.
And a Huge MakeOver.
Kidding about the Makeover part(:

Oooo yah, I just cut my hair this afternoon.
It's like no difference,
on the account I just trimmed it,
and err, cut my fringe shorter.
And layered it abit.
Guess what,
my hair has a little copper colour in it.
Cool ehhs. And I didn't even dye it.

So gonna change blogskin.
But I haven't got about doing it.
Crap. I'm such a say-no-do person(:
Gotta change that too.
Well,
I'm so gonna give ST they all A BIG BIG BIG HUG tomorrow((:
toodle-loo people

Labels: Like him

oh don't think you know me ;
8:26 PM;

Friday, September 28, 2007

by the way,

I'M BACK IN PREFECTS.

oh don't think you know me ;
5:28 PM;

I somehow feel like I'm a dog.
No, not a b-i-t-c-h,
but a slave that kinda thing.
Okay, not slave,
follower.
Anyway, the whole day
I have been ignored by the two people
who makes me smile.
Used to make me smile.
Dionne didn't walk home with me today.
Wants to stay in the library.

You know,
I've been trying my best to please EVERYONE.
Well, everyone that I know.
Vincent ask me to stop saying vulgarities,
I stopped.
Dionne wanted to study in the library,
and could not/ did not,
want to walk me home.
I didn't object.
Aglin and Lyn play and leave me out.
I didn't join them cos I know if I did,
it would be one of them who gets it,
so I sort of keep quiet,
and got left out. Pleased them. I guess.
There are alot of things which I did in order to
make them happy.
I make them happy,
who makes me?

Imagine,
Aglin, Lyn,
Dionne & her good friends from Brd,
Charlotte and her NDP friends/ St john friends,
Vincent and the CCSS Cornerstone boys.
Su Tieng and the CCSS Cornerstone girls,
If I were with these bunch in a whole group.
I'd either be walking by myself,
or when no one is looking,
slipping away home.
I'm always an outcast.
Other than in primary school.
I remember that me and Dionne,
or
me, Janice and Jessica would walk from the canteen
to the toilet and turn to the library,
pass the choir room and back to the canteen,
walking in circles,
more like squares,
until the bell was going to ring,
or when we noticed we were walking to no where.

Pleasing others is hard.
I'm tired, but I guess I'm so used to
trying to please everyone,
I kinda can't kick the habit.
I think I have serious Attention Problem.
Whatever.
I've been hurt countless of times,
but I don't usually sound it out.
I don't want others to be bothered.
And no one bothers asking.
If I put:" I'm crying."
in my MSN personal message,
maybe 1 or 2 will nudge me and ask,
but if Aglin, Lyn or Dionne puts that,
I'm pretty much sure,
they'd get more than 6 people.
See, I have serious Attention Problem.
Getting jealous, pshh.
As if.

To tell you the truth,
I don't really have GOOD friends in CCSS.
Cornerstone people are like,
my only company.
Okay, not really only.
But right now,
I've learnt to treasure things and friends.
And family.
I hate myself for being such an idiot.
Of course I knew Dionne had her reasons
why she didn't/ couldn't walk me home
and I didn't tell her what happened in school.
Or what I was thinking.
Maybe I'm living up to my name..
Giving others happiness,
and being happy.
Well, too bad it didn't write there:
Giving others happiness means to give up my wants.

Kidding,
I'm happy to make others happy,
but this time,
I'm not, cos I'm really suffering.
Ok, I sound cheezy and pathetic.
I'm just tired, can someone just understand?

Labels: Bad Day

oh don't think you know me ;
4:40 PM;

Thursday, September 27, 2007

Won't talk about school.
Cos, I don't feel like it.
I know I'd cry if I did.
Anyway, met up with Dionne to go library study.
Yay us((:
Met one of her friends aka Yuan Feng.

Lols, after his friends left,
Dionne and I went upstairs cos
Dionne said " She felt uncomfortable."
So we went up.
Turns out, the only avalible space
was beside Yuan Feng, so we sit near him.
Then I was studying and Dionne started ripping her paper.
Dots? Whatever, I threw a paper ball at her.
Haha, I think Yuan Feng was quite entertained by the
mini-paper ball fight.
Or not, cos he was so focused on his work.
Anyway, I thought he was one of those
fun-but-clever type of guys.
Turns out to be a gentleman, I think, and a smart-alec at that.
And he also tried to ignore
me and Dionne's " cleverer/ more smart" argument.
I think he was waiting for us to go,
cos when we were packing up, he did too.

And when I left,
Dionne was still there waiting for her mother to fetch her.
Yuan Feng was also there.
There are 3 possibilities why he was still there:
A) His mother is going to fetch him.
B) He wants to wait till I'm gone then proceed to
announce his undying love for Dionne:DD
or
C) He wants to make sure Dionne gets home.
I think its A.
Dionne will kill me for B. But whatever((:
The killing can wait.
I think I'll go back again with Dionne tomorrow.
No mood to study with CCSS people.
Maybe cos today when a certain two people were playing
left me out, as usual, again. And maybe
cos I just have more fun with Dionne.
And anyway,
I want to know more about Dionne's classmates.
They fasinate me. Kidding((:

Gee this sounds like some boring day review.
Well, I'm going to eat now.
And here comes the word you guys have been waiting for, lah.
Oh yah, today was CCSS's Barefoot Day:DD.
It was raining, duh.

Labels: fun.fun.fun. sick.

oh don't think you know me ;
7:00 PM;

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

Haha, today was QUITE awsome.
Other than the part when I was being accused of
liking MY CLASS Joshua by no other than
AGLIN AND LYN.
Bah, whatever. Lols, just a "harmless" joke by them.
I hope. Lols.

Today Ms Lee & Xiao Qiang DID come.
Crap, I was hoping for free periods to mess about
and sleep in.
Oh, and did I mention I believe God do miracles
cos I prayed that Ms Lee didn't come yesterday
and she didn't.
And I prayed that Xiao Qiang won't come and she didn't.
Well, for the last 5mins she DID come but whatever.
Ate at LJS for lunch.
Lyn went home after that.
Me and Aglin walked around East Point.
Dearly called Window Shopping.
Haha, super fun.
We went in different shops.
And Po Huat and Vincent cut hair LOL.

I hope Jun Ting is alright.
ZzZ, so sian now.
If not for Vincent and Joshua( NOT MY CLASS)
chatting with me,
I'd rot to death.
Yes, even if I did went out.
I'd still rot at night:DD
Haha, will post yesterday's pics later.
I wanna change my blogskin.
Seriously.
To something cute and childish.
KIDDING((:

Oh ya let me make things clear
to SOME of my classmates/ people:
1) I don't like Dillion.
2) I won't give him a chance.
3) I don't like Rex, neither does he like me now.
4) I'm not a sec1.
5) I don't like Joshua Goh( implied to AGLIN AND LYN)
6) If they ever let out my secret( A&L) I'd die.
7) I'm okay with Su Tieng.
8) I'm not rich.
9) I'm not emo.
10) I'm not some ah lian you see.

There. Done and stateted.
I'm going to look for blogskins now.
Tata.

Labels: fun.fun.fun. sick.

oh don't think you know me ;
7:04 PM;

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

~~Nobody tells me anything~~.
That was what I supposedly wanted to post this morning.
But now, I'm in a better mood.
Sort of.

Im stressed by..
3 and err..wait..4 things.
Crap.
No mood post.

Xiao Xiang came late for class today.
Last 5min plus then come in.
And come give test paper results only.
I failed. As usual.

I found out something about myself,
which I'm not going to share cos
A) the person might read about it.
B) I'll get "teased".
C) The person might react like what other people will react.
Seriously, I'm stressed, and tired.

Thanks for caring guys.
Appreciate you people accompany me
that sort of thing.
Myo Myat not meeting me, Jamie, Dorisa and Joshua liaos.
Joshua from St Pat. Not my class that Joshua.
I'm sleepy.
But later going Popular or Parkway to get materials for art.
Blehs. Although I like it, I hate getting materials.

Labels: I'm just worn out.

oh don't think you know me ;
6:34 PM;

Monday, September 24, 2007

Random:

Photos on Sat:

This girl looks alot like me when I was like...YOUNG.
Okayy..not very alike. Hair only.
But she is cute de lahhs.

Huskkyyyyy!
Rachel Yang's Dog.

After cell, before dinner:

Valerie showing Jinn Song how to play..err..
...what's that song again?
In the background,
Po Huat being strangled by Solomen.

At ChinaTown, in grandmother's house:

Sunset.

I look frivously ridiculous.

My cousin looks better.

Whatever.

On Sun:

Milo.

Me in my car!

I was bored during Dionne's hair cut.

I shall spare her the embarressment of

HER pictures and use mine to laugh the crap out of you instead(:

Today:

Aglin~

Labels: photos

oh don't think you know me ;
7:57 PM;

Hee, had fun yesterday.
And on Sat.
But will be posting about today only.
Haha((:

Rained this morning and had assembly in class.
A guy poo-ed in the guy's toilet AGAIN.
And this time, no underwear was found):
Haha, I know about it cos
Renny went to the toilet and came screaming out
a few seconds later, dramatically yelling,
"EE SOMEONE POO ON THE FLOOR AGAIN!"
So funny sia.
We spent the entire recess( no assembly due to rain)
watching guys like Jerome going into the toilet
and coming out with weird, digusted faces.
Should have taken a photo of it:DD

Then later after school,
Me and Aglin go make the other student who come
our school for CLB Oral.
Funny sia.
Lols, then she keep saying,
"What A Beautiful Day!"
In a silly tone.
I recorded it down((:
It's going to be my message ring tone when I get bored:DD
Oh and she also said,
"I WANT MY MOMMYYYY."
Which I recorded it down too((:

In the bus,
I saw like..
a couple.
Like sec 1 only.
And they like..super act.
Hug here, lean there.
EE, gross lahs.
Don't gossip le.
Bad for health((:

Might change blogskin.
Again.
Help me decide which one nicest((:

Somewhere over the rainbow:
http://blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=127654&action=Preview

Follow the leader:
http://blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=75395&action=Preview

My guardian dinosaur:
http://blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=158370&action=Preview

My blog just farted:
http://blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=77476&action=Preview

Most votes win:DD
Uploading pics when I get back.

Labels: fun.fun.fun.

oh don't think you know me ;
5:30 PM;

Saturday, September 22, 2007

On Thurs:

Candid Burst!