I feel so angry lahh.
But not as angry as just now.
It has something to do with
a dog, a old jobless fisherman, me and my family.
Note, a STRAY dog.

Won't tell you what happened.
Too long story.
And I also feel bad for shouting.
I think Rona and my Aunt didn't expect me to
be so fired up at that guy.

Sorry Andrew,
won't be celebrating your birthday with you.
Cos I'm currently broke.
Yes, broke.
Finally.
I've got reserves but it's only 7 bucks.

Dinner was alright.
Me and my cousins got along well since I was
wearing my Sweet Chick shirt.
And jeans.
Alina and Rachel Foong brought their friends.
Next week I inviting the sec1 China boys.
Alina's friends I see all got piercing and stuff.
Note, they're guys.
The one in brown was quite friendly lahh can tell.
But I was still too paiseh and so called scared
to talk to them.
Wow, if they managed to find a link to my blog,
I'd laugh.

Very funny,
before they came,
Alina was having sore throat,
then cos I eating M'n'M mahhs,
so she was talking to her friend,
the brown shirt guy,
on the phone and he said,
"Eh your voice like that ok annot."
"Yah la. EH ZOIE I WANT M'N'M."
Then I don't know what happened
but I know Alina ate two and her friend
tell her if she eat, he won't talk to her.
And he didn't.
Until after the service.
Haha, and his arm was like,
on the rail of her chair and cos they sit very near each other,
if I didn't know better,
I'd think they were like a couple.
Haha, Alina will kill me if she sees this.

Po Huat don't believe got people molest me
twice in my life and Solo don't believe
people wanted to ask for my number.
They don't believe cos they never see how
I dress with my other friends.
They don't believe cos they never see me with
make up and heels.
Ha, one day they'll believe.
But I can promise when the molest thing happened,
the first time I was pri4 and I didnt even LIKE makeup and heels
so I wasn't ASKING to be molested.
the second time was just last year,
by a Bedok secondary school sec1 kiddo called Jim.
I saw him with my ex-classmate on the bus a few days ago.
Pity they didn't lock him up,
he didn't recognise me anyway.
And when he molested me,
I only remembered his school uniform.
And I was wearing DECENT clothes.
I caught him when I saw him on the bus
two weeks after he molested me.
I reported to the police,
went to his school,
and pointed him out through photos.
I'm good enough not to name the school.
That's one of the few reasons I'm afraid of guys touching me.
Even when I seem alright,
I do feel uncomfortable.
I'm better now, I used to scream when guys touch me.
Even my own dad and bro didn't touch me
for 1 whole month after the pri 4 thing.
And that's also the reason why I didn't
arm wrestle with Vincent even though I knew he wouldn't
dare do anything to me.
Cos I was scared and I admit it.

Whatever,
I'm tired.
Tomorrow still have to wake up at 8.
Meeting Dionne @ 10 to go Charlotte's house.
Then after eating lunch,
going to meet Jasmin with Dionne @ Bugis @ 1.30
Looking for that perfect dress.
I promise to look my best:DD

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