Gahh!!!
What happened to me?!
I now keep getting angry and moody for
no absolute reasons!
I got angry at my dad because he asked me
to eat breakfast, and it's like so gay lah!
I got angry at him again because he asked
me to hang the clothes.
What the crap?
What is wrong with me?
And now he says,
"If you keep thinking about yourself,
no religion can help you, blah blah blah."
and I'm like, crap.

My temper now so short circuit lah.
I'm just blowing hot and cold at everyone.
Grrr, where is the old me?!
I feel so freaking upset lah.
Like so freaking hard to control my stupid temper.
I get snappy at Rong Qian because he keeps
sticking to my dad instead of his.
I get angry at Rona because she keeps
blowing hot and cold at me, sometimes just
ignoring me and having fun with the guys.
I get angry at my mother because she said
something that I got really offended at.
I got angry cos there wasn't anything to shop
in Japan cos they were all winter clothes.
GAHHHHHH.

I'm so freaking petty lah!
I feel like scraping myself off la!
I don't want this shortcircuit temper!
I'm so angry at myself!
See anger again!
ANGER ANGER ANGER!
Is that all that I have left?!
I want to wash away all this bitterness lah!
Why can't I just stop getting angry.
I don't want to be so snappy lah.
Even in MSN, I talking,
I also feel very sian. No mood.
Great,
now I'm crying.
Shit.

If tears can cry away bitterness,
then let those tears fall.
But if it's self-pity,
then forget it.

Labels: GGAAAHH.

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