Ugh, ugh, ugh. I feel so horrible. I've just had two horrible days.

1) We're out of the Parade.
2) We'll be doing First aid instead.
3) Common test is next week and I can't find time to study.
4) My friends are mocking me because I tried to preach.
5) Something happened to Austin.
6) I see him and I really don't know what to say because I scared I say wrong things.
7) I think Valerie thinks that I go to the hospital to kill time and not to visit Austin when actually I wanted to pray for him but there were too many people around.
8) I'm worried for Khairul because he stepped out in faith to follow Jesus.
9) I had Physics extra lesson and Gao Khui made me furious.
10) Mdm Faz is looking for a new Art Club President because Li Yan will be taking her Os. She thinks Charlotte is a possible candidate. Technically, Charlotte a suitable candidate for all her CCAS. Out of her 4 CCAs, I'm in three of them. Out of three, Head Prefect, President of Art Club and OC of St John, is all comfirm hers. I go almost everywhere with her, involved in almost every thing with her and like, everything to the teachers is about her. She says hi to them they smile and wave, I say hi and they don't seem to give a shit. Yes, she will be stressed and all, but like, since she is stressed why not pick another one. And like, I think today Mdm Faz only call out Charlotte but she asked me to tag along and so that's how I found out that Mdm Faz is still deciding who should be Art Club Presidento which I still think Charlotte will get. Argh, I HATE BEING JEALOUS. Even then, Charlotte's my good friend. Really.

And now I'm stuffing myself silly with Ben&Jerry's Ice Cream to drown my unhappiness, which will actually lead to more unhappiness after that because I'll get fat and start complaining. Argh,
I'm in such a mess!

Labels: Life., School.

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