RAWR. I'm so sleepy. I'm getting less than 8 hours of sleep everyday. At most will be 7hours. Even after the Common Test, I still feel stressed out by the people and pressure around me. I'm starting to get back my moodswings. I passed my Chemistry(: failed POA): rawr?

CT is asking me to invite people come but I won't be there. Khairul not sure if he can go, Dionne will be at HongKong, Eric will be going on the school trip to Malacca. The rest are sec1s who will be with me at camp. Later CT might say 'we' which I strongly feel he is saying me which deep in my heart I know he is NOT saying only me, that 'we' are not inviting people like the last time CT gave that talk in the C. In which, made me feel jealous of N because CT said even though N cannot come C but N still got invite friends to come when I have actually been inviting people just that they dua me at the end or they cannot make it or I didn't tell CT. I'm writing this down because I know CT will be reading this and I want to let CT know how I felt. Note past tense.

Stressed because I still feel seconded to one of my friends who is more prefered by the people, by the teachers, by almost everyone. But still, I cannot let my feelings get in the way of our friendship, so I shall bear with it.

Stressed by my results for Maths, I got 7/40 which is quite suck. But what can I say, only 8 passes in my class.

Felt sian because I wasn't picked to go for Leadership camp. Friend got chosen and I looked at the list and felt that I should be taking another person's place because I don't think the person even deserves it.

From all these, please derive that I am abit of a perfectionist. I must be the best at what I'm good at, if I miss my mark just that bit, I'll get angry and jealous at the person who took my place or I thought or think took my place.

Enough of complaints, time for real dealings. Mrs Te didn't come school again, so I took the free period to talk to Vivian, Cynthia, Guan Hong and Feydric. We crapped alot together. After school went Army Market with Charlotte, Sherrill, Shun Sheng and Leslie. I tried to prank Leslie in the MRT, I got his number from Charlotte. I actually wanted to freak him out like smsing him that I'm that girl in his class in pri 3 who borrowed and eraser from him and fell in love with me blah blah blah, but then being the nice girl I am, I told him, Hi Leslie. He figured out who I was after the second SMS cos I think he saw me and Charlotte laughing and plotting in hysterics. Leslie no fun): Got home, had tuition but couldn't concenrate.

I'm in love in a song which is not christian, though I hoped it was, it's called That's when I loved you. Super nice. And also Submarine from The Beatles. Very catchy and funny:DD Got addicted to it by Charlotte and Nicholas. Got Eric and Aglin interested in Christian stuff and now Eric is considering coming back to CornerStone and Cell(:

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