Rawr!

The chemical in the swimming pool has done something to my eyes! Now my shan guang for my right eye is worse after opening my eyes in the pool water! RAWR, oh please, let it be a passing thing and tomorrow when i wake up, i can still see things without my specs! Even if I can't, I'll still have to change specs cos it most likely meant my eye degree for shan guang gone up)):

Anyway, I cried last night. I was the last person to sleep last night, so my room was the only light on. My mother and bro slept with air con. And because I was tramatised, I went to my mother's room to sleep to avoid being the last one to off the lights. But when I lay down on the bed which I dragged into the room's floor, my mother told me to off the lights since I'm the nearest. The exact same thing which was what I was trying to avoid. I said no. My bro kept saying, "Off la! " In this really annoyed voice. I kept resisting, kept saying No. Until I finally cracked and started sobbing and saying, "No, no, no, don't want. You off." Over and over again. My mother shook her head, got off the bed and switched off the lights. " Like that also cry," My bro said in this disgusted voice, " You're worse than Ah Quan now." Ah Quan is afraid of spooky stuff and all, he cannot watch scary movies that has ghosts in it or else he'll get nightmares. I was that scared, that tramatised. I finally found out how tramatised I was. Usually I would have went there and made the lights go out, but now, I'm even afraid of looking through my own fringe. Oh Lord, help me!

Went swimming with Nicole today. Didn't wear the bikini since Dionne didn't go. Tomorrow going Sentosa to get a tan or something. I'm tired. I'm tired. Decided to not go out on either Thurs or Fri. Maybe. I'm not sure. I just now I'm tired and tramatised. Argh.

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