I'm going to so freaking cry because of Nerissa.

nothing's gonna bring me down, no.
nothing's gonna bring me down.
I just need change, don't I.
And peel off that snobbish mask.
And maybe hope everything will be fine.

Yes, I can be snobbish, snotty, proud and boisterous,
but I don't mean it. It's just a front I'll peel away.
Yes, I can be emotional, self pityful, violent,
but I don't mean it. It's just a front I'll peel away.
I'll try to be more caring, more concerned,
more of Jesus, less of me.

I'll watch my mouth,
and talk Life not Death.
I'll keep my tongue,
and talk less.
If I have nothing really good to say,
I won't say it, cross my heart I'll try.
I can't be perfect,
but I'll try.
I make mistakes,
so do try to understand.

Right now, I don't know what to say to you,
only maybe make myself a fool.
I've got questions , I need answers,
and only you have them.
You can act pretty well like me,
but when I ask you those questions will you answer truthfully?

oh don't think you know me ;
7:15 PM;