get hooked to zoiee;; God's love'

Monday, November 26, 2007

Booyea!
I'm going to Japan tonight.
Milo is at the Boarding House now.
How I miss her so!
Bye meaningless cartoons I watch everyday.
Bye radioactive screen of laptop.
Bye my darling untuned guitar.
Bye my bible which is too thick to bring along.
Bye my friends who are seemingly jealous that
I'm off to Japan:DDD

I'm getting bored staying at home.
I should be with my Sunshine family
who is watching Enchanted.
I can promise you that I'll be having fun,
I think, I hope.
I can promise you that I'm also,
over my current situation.
those soppy poems and incrediblely
hard-to-read-small-prints that will soon be gone from
my ridiculously random blog((:

I'll miss sweets in Singapore.
Hopefully, there are better sweets in Japan.
I don't think I'll be falling asleep in the
plane anytime.
Flight is at 12.
Sorry Aglin and friends who wanted to
send me off)):
I'll bring back a bottle of snow for you all:DD
Hey, it's still snow from Japan right?
My mommy says that don't expect too much
because now is too early for snow.
Blast her, with God, anything is possible:DD
Bwahahaa,
I'm off to entertain myself before heading
for the not-so-far-away airport.
See you when I get back.
and

I'll miss you guys((:

❤

Labels: byee.

oh don't think you know me ;
5:06 PM;

Sunday, November 25, 2007

Yo people,
I'm leaving for Japan tomorrow, yeah.
Will only blog when I'm back.
Meanwhile,
don't call or sms me,
I'll be bringing my phone there,
to take photos for you guys.

Anyway,
today I help with greeting people,
Alina pulled me in,
I think because not enough people,
haha, it was fun.
Rong Quan's birthday.
Had blackforest cake this time.
Lazy to upload pictures.
I know, I know, I've been a very lazy girl.
My eye is like swollen, in a way.
I think my allergies are acting up.
Sheesh.

just log in!
~~I haven't even told you and~~
~~I feel like you're avoiding me already!~~

Labels: leaving.

oh don't think you know me ;
8:30 PM;

Saturday, November 24, 2007

Heartsong.

This burden in my heart is dragging me down,
it's forever making me frown.
I can't control it,
just trying to hide,
what's trying to come up,
from deep inside.
I know of his problems,
but it's something I can't help,
for telling him now,
won't solve it as well.

It'll just make it worse,
I so can tell.
What should I do,
I can't disguse,
it's going to burst,
the feelings I hide.
My heartsong is gone,
the passion as well,
Just one glance,
and I had fell.
I know I have God,
but yet I just can't
concenrate on what's good,
not just yet.

I know I'm dragging it,
I only can hope but
by the time I tell it,
it's usually to late,
I don't want to believe in stupid fate.
I've got a mouth,
I've got time,
but everything just don't seem fine.
Everything I say,
just don't seem to ryhme.

I've lost my passion,
my own heartsong,
oh why won't he just belong.
I want to read minds,
so I can tell,
if he returns it for me as well.
Maybe it's not worth it,
maybe it's not time.
But I just know,
I won't be fine.

Labels: poems.

oh don't think you know me ;
9:42 PM;

I didn't regret the outing, yeahs:DD
Sosososo much fun!!!
Jaime came my house with Janelle then met the rest
at Parkway.
At first I saw Imran the I was like,
stunned abit, before saying,
"Hi Myo Myat!"
Then like, I was all,
"Hi Dorisa! Hi Jerald!"
I was a little stunned by Joshua's height.
He was taller than I had expected :x

Lead them to East Coast and lunched at Mac.
Okay, the girls did, the guys like, want act cool is it?
LOL, Jerald took my fries cause I didn't want them.
Imran had not enough money to cycle,
or know how to cycle,
so being the very bad friends we were,
we told him to wait while we cycle.
We headed for Bedok Jetty.
Half way, stopped at the food centre to get drinks.
I felt like vomitting cause I drank too much coke
and then cycle pretty...well, fast?
Haha, Joshua buy for us water, LOL.

Then continued, just before we reached the Jetty,
I saw some preeeetty sandcastles and HAD to
stop and snap pictures of them:D

Pretty castles:DDD
Creative person. Or people?

Me, Dorisa and cute lil Janelle((:

"GAHH, SO NICEEEE!!"

Rain down on me, rain down on me,
here in Your presence I am free:DD

"Wah bish!"

Jaime and Janelle:DD

Small boy and a hedgehog haired slacker.

We reached Bedok Jetty and I accidently rolled
over a dead fish on the way to this spot.
It was an accident!
Anyway, I saw the dead fish again when we were
leaving, and no, I didn't squish it again,
the guts had came out already. Yes, ew.

Hot hot hot day!

Blehhs.

Cycled to the Tower.
I have no idea what it's called, so I shall call
it the Tower from now on((:
Dorisa said her friend climbed up through the gaps
and all so being the playful and idiotic girl that
I am, I suggested we try.
So did the guys:DD

Monkeys.

Cycled to the shelter and then parked our
bikes there before heading to the beach.
Joshua being a very spoil sport with Jerald
stayed under the shelter while the girls
went to draw stuffies in the sand:D
Ok lah, Joshua and Jerald were listening to music.
Hahaa.

Dorifish:DD

Dorifish, Hedgehog and err, Smallboy?
Haha, Dorisa, Joshua and Jerald.

Before we went to the bowling alley,
girls went to the Mac toilet to do girl stuff.
Imran and I didn't play,
we both had no money.
I edited their names though:D
I actually took photos of them bowling
but then I was too lazy to upload it
for your viewing enjoyment):

Janelle.

Obviously, Joshua.

Dorisa.

Jaime007.

Jerald.

Played at my house nearby playground.
And seriously,
Joshua can run fast.
Imran helped us take these photos.

Yes, I know my thighs are fat.
Don't just rub it in.

At first,
they just wanted a cup of water
after basketball,
Imran had to go home so he didn't stay for bball.
Then, after they drink,
we started watching the telly,
and Dorisa played the guitar.
My mother thought they were all from TNS last time.
I didn't mention yesterday was the first day
I met Joshua and Dorisa:DD
I forgot who started playing I gotta go my own way
on the phone and I'm those who will automatically sing one,
despite there being guests or whatever,
and started singing along.
It came as a surprise when Joshua ALSO sang.
Then when Troy came in,
Dorisa came in too. So funny!
My mother says that they sing well.
I guess friends compliment each other(:

The guys getting hooked to Battleship,
a game on the television.
They left about near nine.
And, they hadn't even eaten dinner yet!
My dad brought Dorisa, Jaime and Janelle home.
On the way, talked about stuff,
Joshua and Jerald went to eat first then go home.
I suggested the next time we meet we go
Escape Theme Park, it'll be more fun!
Maybe sometime before christmas or
next year? Haha, I felt as though
I know Jaime for as long as I known Dionne,
okay fine, we went to school together,
but haven't been meeting up frequently.
And Joshua and Dorisa for as long as I have known
Aglin, Lyn and the rest of CCSS friends.

Today
Went out with cell to watch Enchanted.
Wasn't really enjoying myself because
a little spoilt brat of a girl was sitting behind me
KICKING MY CHAIR.
Grr, until I turn back and said,
"Walao, stop kicking can annot."
Then she stopped.
Irritating kids.
Anyway, Jasmin's friend, Adam came.
And, Dionne gave me a cashcard.
Wowness:DD
My first cashcard, bwahahaa.
I don't think I'll be using it much though..

You know I rock.

Labels: fun.fun.fun.

oh don't think you know me ;
7:23 PM;

Thursday, November 22, 2007

I chose the Job at first.
Then, a number of friends were like,
Zoie, outing, outing.
And thus,
I chose outing.
More about it tomorrow.
Pictures included(:
And, I haven't had dinner yet.
I'm such a good girl.

Labels: GGAAAHH.

oh don't think you know me ;
8:29 PM;

Sian lahh.
Dionne wants me to go to a Job thing.
I'm supposed to meet Jaime, Dorisa, Joshua they all.
I mean, I like already delay twice already the meeting.
And it's like, super sian lah.
Even though the Job is like paying $10/hr,
it's still like sian lorhh,
cos no doubt a Dionne will be complaining about her fringe.
Whatever, her fringe looks alright.
Then it's like, grr.
I don't want disappoint any of them and
Dionne needs the answer quick.
I can't get through Jaime's phone
and seriously, I'm like too shy or whatever
to call up Dorisa and Joshua.
I'm also too lazy to sms.
Sheesh.
Maybe I should just stay at home and sleep.
On the account I have nothing NICE to wear anyway.

Pros if I go with Dionne:
-Earn money together.
-She won't get upset at me.( I think)
-I won't feel guilty.
-I raised my voice at her over the phone just now
because I was freaking stressed out so now I'm
feeling seriously guilty and bad.
-It's a once in a life time thing.
-I really need the money to save up.

Cons:
-I'd have to spend money for lunch at some
expensive place at Orchard?
-I'm scared the others might get upset at me.
-I'll most likely feel super guilty.
-I'm still fumming that she keep saying
the Job is a once in a life time thing while I can meet
my friends next time during the holidays.
-It's a last minute thing.
-I don't know what the freak am I going to do there.

Pros if I go with Jaime they all:
-I'll have fun and get to know them better.
-It's near my house so I can easily go home
anytime I want to.
-I sort of promised Imran I'll be there
and I also promised to meet him that's why
he is going too.
-I sort of want to meet Dorisa and Joshua.
-I get to sabo the guys

Cons:
-I'll be spending alot of money.
-I might get left out cause I'm from a
different church and school then them.
-I might throw my temper around if I
lose control of myself and wallow in self-pity.
-I'll feel bad not being able to pei Dionne.

Wow, so the job thing wins.
But like, I don't want disappoint them lah.
I mean, I was looking forward to it,
and then, well, at first,
cell was supposed to come my house
on Friday but I told them I was not free
cause I'm going out.
So it bounced.
Then now this.
Maybe God is telling me it's not the right time.
I'm still not ready to call up Dorisa OR Joshua.
At this point of time,
sometimes I just want to scream out to God
for help, to relax me and to let me know he is there.
I'm going to call Dionne now. If she is like,
Once-in-a-life-time-thing again, I'll not take the
job offer and spend tomorrow fooling about.

Labels: GGAAAHH.

oh don't think you know me ;
6:26 PM;

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

I'm so freaking freaked out lah.
Look at what this ass said to me:

(8:15 PM) I am alone....ho: hi
(8:15 PM) zo. I am a Ch: hi
(8:15 PM) I am alone....ho: siqle?
(8:15 PM) zo. I am a Ch: uh, yeah. why?
(8:15 PM) I am alone....ho: u dare bj ?
(8:16 PM) zo. I am a Ch: huh?
(8:16 PM) I am alone....ho: blowjob?
(8:16 PM) zo. I am a Ch: freak
(8:16 PM) I am alone....ho: ppl call me ask
(8:16 PM) I am alone....ho:sry
(8:16 PM) I am alone....ho:sry
(8:16 PM) I am alone....ho:sry
(8:16 PM) I am alone....ho:sry
(8:16 PM) I am alone....ho:sry
(8:16 PM) I am alone....ho:sry
(8:16 PM) zo. I am a Ch: lame lah you.

So freak lah.
Ask me lame question.
Grr. I'm so charged up.
But I must forgive!!
3 more days to movie.
2 more days to outing.
1 more day to Open House.
:DDDD

Labels: outta here.

oh don't think you know me ;
8:17 PM;

You'll be seeing alot of these
during the hols.

You Are Right Brained In Love

Bit of a drama queen
Peacemaker, first to end a fight
Good at thinking up creative dates
Tend to fall in love and get hurt easily
Going with your gut instead of your head
Empathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault
Good at recognizing patterns in relationships
Been in love many times, perhaps too many to count
Wildly passionate and intense when falling in love
Spontaneous with relationships, going with the flow
Overly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mind
Roses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart

Are You a Right Brained or Left Brained Woman in Love?

"Bit of a drama queen
Peacemaker, first to end a fight"
Perhaps true..
"Good at thinking up creative dates
Tend to fall in love and get hurt easily"
Absolutely true.
"Going with your gut instead of your head
Empathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault"
Eh? Fault, I don't know.
"Good at recognizing patterns in relationships
Been in love many times, perhaps too many to count"
Wrong, wrong, wrong.
I've only been in love twiceee,
but it was a single sided thing.
"Wildly passionate and intense when falling in love
Spontaneous with relationships, going with the flow
Overly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mind"
Yes, yes, yes.
But uh,
"Wildly passionate and intense"
Sounds just oh-so-wrong.
"Roses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart"
Nobody tried, so nobody knows:D
As in really, no one tried.

Just one moreee.
Cause I'm bored.
Meeting has been cancelled to Friday.
It clashes with my outing!
Help!

You Can Hang With the Guys and the Girls

You've struck a good balance between girlie and laid back.
You can keep it casual but when you dress up, you are as girly as the next girl.

How Feminine Are You?

Uh, I've decided to do more
of these very super lame quizes:D
Yup, I'm laid back, yeah(:

Your Toes Should Be Black

A total rulebreaker (and heartbreaker), you're always a little punk rock.

Your flirting style: Wacky and a bit shocking

Your ideal guy: An accomplished artist, musician, or writer

Stay away from: Preppy guys looking for a quick bad girl fling

What Color Should Your Toenails Be?

Ewwy, ew ew.
Blaaack. So emo, so goth.
Haha,
I'm not really a rulebreaker.
Heartbreaker? Not so much.
Wacky and shocking dating style?
On the account I have never been on a date,
whatever.
An accomplished artist, musician or writer,
totally, YES. I somehow like musicians.
Preppy guys? Bwahahaaa.

You know I rock.

Labels: randomness.

oh don't think you know me ;
12:07 PM;

GAAAH,

Now the PSP crazy has hit me!

I want a LAVANDER PURPLE PSP SLIM.

I know that picture is SMALL.

Whatever.

My bro asked me why I wanted it,

and I said I don't know.

Okay, that was retarded.

Haha, or should I get Parachute Band's CD.

I didn't have enough money to buy it

and get their autographs.

Only took photos with them)):

But it's still worth it:DD

I'm now addicted to Rapture Ruckas raps?

It's suuuupperrr niceeee.

Well, I'm waiting for my cell to come to my house.

And like, it's taking sooo much time,

I'm absolutely bored.

I think I don't really want to go and meet

Jaime they all on Friday.

Cause, I feel so '...' .

Sian, haha.

Woo, I let Feydric listen to Rapture Ruckas,

I shall quote him: DD

zo. I am a Christian. Ask me Why. says:
CHRISTIAN RAPPER
zo. I am a
Christian. Ask me Why. says:
WOOO
<> says:
hes gd
zo. I am a Christian. Ask me Why. says:
yahh
<> says:
serious
<> says:
its amazing man
zo. I am a Christian. Ask me Why. says:
this is niceee
<> says:
a rapper dat dosent *se*vukgar
<> says:
vulgar*

Bwahahaa,

Yay, I want to start influencing

my friends, yeah.

And I was using friendster to

invite this guy from 1e1 to come church.

Wowness, haha.

JESUS REGINS : DDDD.

I haven't been eating again,

oh dear appetite, I hope you don't come back,

kidding:DD

You know I rock.

Labels: psp.

oh don't think you know me ;
11:03 AM;

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

I'm so freaking freakin happy:DD
Just now went for the Parachute Band concert
at Cornerstone just now, and
it was SUPER FANTABULAS.
Rapture Ruckas was also there:DDDD
Me and Rachel waited for them after the whole thing ended
and took photos with them:DDD
Bwahahaa, too bad Nerissa and Dionne didn't go.
They'd enjoy it((:
Anyway, photo time:DD
JunYong had to go on stage a few times to check the mikes
and all, we being the very ridiculous people,
started clapping and going WOO, JUNYONG
and whistling to our dear hearts' content.
Because we were sitting in front so it was alright,
but those sitting at the back thought Parachute Band
was up and started cheering and clapping with us.
It was suuuuperr funny:DD

The one and only JUNYONG, AHHHH!!!

Bwahahaa, Rapture Ruckas:DD

Known to his mom as Brad.

Me and Ric((:

He was super tall.

And I forgot his name. O.o.

Sam! The height difference is obvious.

Omega. Cool name:DD

Me with Parachute Band AND Rapture Ruckas:DDDD

You know I rock.

Labels: fun.fun.fun.

oh don't think you know me ;
10:58 PM;

You Are a Pinky

You are fiercely independent, and possibly downright weird.

A great communicator, you can get along with almost anyone.

You are kind and sympathetic. You support all your friends - and love them for who they are.

You get along well with: The Ring Finger

Stay away from: The Thumb

What Finger Are You?

Watch out, Thumb!

You Are 76% Creative

You are beyond creative. You are a true artist - even if it's not in the conventional sense of the word.

You love creating for its own sake, and you find yourself quite inspired at times.

How Creative Are You?

:DD, yay, I'm creative!

Your True Sign Is Aries