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Name is Zoie Esther Tan. Yes, I am little wild at times, especially with friends and close cousins. Studies in Changkat Changi Secondary and was birthed to the world on 13JUNE1993. I adore my BIG BIG DADDY in heaven. Candy makes me go hyper so watch out, purple is absolute love. I may go a wee bit overboard so sometimes you can find me under your bed eating your peanut butter jelly bubblegum. have no right to judge me, you don't wear my chains.

And I'm on offical Hiatus. Actually, I've MOVED. Read on about my life.

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Adi owes me a lolipop
Ainey's my classmate
Aglin is blinking
Andrew the Emo
Angeline @ xanga
Ann Ching Sweet sweet

Charlotte is drunk?!
Chea Mean is a good boy
Cheryl whose love fades
ChingTing is ChingYee's twin
ChingYee is ChingTing's twin
Cynthia and her boy entrancers<3

Dawn is crazy
Danica alanica
Dinah's little mind
Dionne has short short hair
Dorisa saa saa

Esther and her rainbow fishpops
Eleanor is my childhood friend
Elly is cute
Elvira loves guides
Euodia has skeletons in her closet

Grace lost her identity
Girl's DP blog

Hanling and her pebbles
Hilary is in my school
Heliya was my teacher
HollyJean is my teacher

Huiling; beautiful but deadly

Jaime is JamesBond in Secret
Jasmine enimsaJ
JingYi the goldfish
Joana the Gorgeous
Joshua the Foosball

Kareena reena reena reena
Khairiah the yaya kaya

Leonard was never gone

Marcus loves you

Nerissa has red highlights
Nik Son's bleeding love
Noah goes ahhh

Olive likes changing her url

Po Huat so crap

Rebecca loves pooh
Rebecca Ting is taller than me
Renee has long hair
Rona is my cousin

Siew Jean; what a bimbo
Sining is adorable
Solomon not king
Su Tieng the cute

Taferineeee
Taqyuddin thinks I'm hot

Vincent is simply noob

Wei Xuan's head is nice to smack
Wilbert makes me laugh

Ying Ling's addiction
Yu Wen likes to laugh alot

Zara is zanyish

Outsiders I read
Ben not typical
IceAngel aka Esther
Isaac loves his ass
Joke diary has a joke
Randy is Ben’s brother
XiaXue likes pink
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Monday, January 07, 2008

Stop my addiction.
I think I'm addicted to you.
Somehow, I think I miss you.
but I just want to know,
what's really on your mind.
Just slap me awake please.
Cause I really want to concenrate on other things.
My addiction is slowly killing me.

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oh don't think you know me ;
9:43 PM;

Saturday, December 22, 2007

You know how hard
is it to try,
to try to seen.
You walk on the street
wearing totally pink,
but there you go unseen.

Sometimes you talk with your friends,
and they just don't seem to care,
or that cute hot guy,
no matter what you try,
somehow they all pass you by.

But it's okay,
it's alright,
life is just like a ride,
when there're ups,
for sure there's a down,
invisiblity makes no sound.
It's like a power,
although no stronger,
you get to think abit.
It gets around, this quer thing,
everyone has had it.

whatever

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oh don't think you know me ;
9:16 PM;

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Have you had a friend
you'd never thought will forsake you,
never leave by you,
forever trusting you.
And then, together,
run that race and finish the end.

During that race,
when one of you falls,
the other will help the latter up.
But just one fine day,
the other says,
go away, you don't care,
I think being by myself
is much more fair.

Don't be alarmed,
it's just some words,
just some words,
that can hurt.
It's just a run,
it's just a race,
pick her up,
and say in her face,

I'll never leave,
never forsake,
be by your side,
no matter what takes.
We'll finish this race,
we'll see that end,
don't shoo me away,
it's just a race.

Have your friend ever,
fell to the ground,
didn't pick up,
and crawled around.
Don't you ever,
feel like shouting,
Wake up you fool, the sun is rising.

Did you ever,
tried to get that friend
to see their own doings by hand,
to see their reflection,
they know oh so well.
Have that friend ever,
shout in your face,
they don't need you now,
they don't need you ever,
they just won't trust you,
from forever.

Don't be alarmed,
it's just some words,
just some words,
that can hurt.
It's just a run,
it's just a race,
pick her up,
and say in her face,

I'll never leave,
never forsake,
be by your side,
no matter what takes.
We'll finish this race,
we'll see that end,
don't shoo me away,
it's just a race.

Take her hand,
don't let her push it away,
hug her if you must,
just say in her face,

I'll love you now,
I'll love you when,
because Jesus loved me,
this won't be the end.
We'll finish this race,
with each other by side,
I don't care,
so long we have tried.

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oh don't think you know me ;
10:12 AM;

Saturday, November 24, 2007

Heartsong.


This burden in my heart is dragging me down,
it's forever making me frown.
I can't control it,
just trying to hide,
what's trying to come up,
from deep inside.
I know of his problems,
but it's something I can't help,
for telling him now,
won't solve it as well.

It'll just make it worse,
I so can tell.
What should I do,
I can't disguse,
it's going to burst,
the feelings I hide.
My heartsong is gone,
the passion as well,
Just one glance,
and I had fell.
I know I have God,
but yet I just can't
concenrate on what's good,
not just yet.

I know I'm dragging it,
I only can hope but
by the time I tell it,
it's usually to late,
I don't want to believe in stupid fate.
I've got a mouth,
I've got time,
but everything just don't seem fine.
Everything I say,
just don't seem to ryhme.

I've lost my passion,
my own heartsong,
oh why won't he just belong.
I want to read minds,
so I can tell,
if he returns it for me as well.
Maybe it's not worth it,
maybe it's not time.
But I just know,
I won't be fine.

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oh don't think you know me ;
9:42 PM;

Monday, November 19, 2007

Haha, me and Aglin were chatting
and we were chatting in poem form;
one of them is mine:

whatever you say, my friend, dear,
it's love that we should fear,
embracing the feeling,
but it's oh so pain.
what of love do we gain?
maybe we should concenrate,
on something more divine,
something that will be mine,
as time pass,
as time goes by,
we might not dare to find.
true love is like the kiss of death,
to me it's like a spinning thread.
like a roller coaster, up and down,
perhaps even more than frowns.
dancing along the spider's web,
my dream is just along the edge,
maybe if i just reach out,
i might catch it- it slips between,
and i fall down.


one is hers:

love is just something untouchable
for me and perhaps, you
something that aint for our age
something that should just leave it to fate.


I'm so poemy now.
Haha, now we're making on of roses.
Taa.

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oh don't think you know me ;
8:15 PM;